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Sunday, January 20, 2008

HOLAAAA((:
i guess my past is all left behind ((:
& thats why im changing blog i guess..
so yupp((: boyfriend can start reading new blog post(:
YAY! im a free person now yo!!
NO MORE SADNESS!
i shall blog about yesterday in my new blog ((:


RELINK((:
http://renamemylove.blogspot.com

4:15 PM
Pure Love

Thursday, January 17, 2008

I can't blame blogger yet again;
to Lj or not?


HOLLA Ya'll (:
School was OH-SO AWESOMEEE todaee.. school-ed with leong,shannen,cherie&mabel(:
hmmm lets see.. saw very lil of besties...OH HELL! yeah yeah.. Then English.. SUCKS LIKE FCUK please?! Whats up with Commonwealth essay LIKE GET A LIFE DUDE?! ah whatever[ A negative word gabriel] LOLL ((: hmm Someone's getting sickk ehh? hahas so yeahh..CPA rocks like nothing please?! HOGAY! now now, 3 freaking cheers for MR CHRIS CHANG(: YOYOY MY HOMIE IN THE LABBIE YO! *inside jokes* LOLL

Science was really fun luhs! hahaha! The Usha& Group was like FREAKING noisyy.. untill shannen was like I NEED A CHOPPER!! LOL! ahahaha rightt..
then like THE SHORTY MONITOR WAS TALKING " 4A We Need T Decorate Ms Teh/Mrs Goh's Homeroom"
Mehraaj: AIYAA! ASK HER OWNSELF DECORATE LARHS..
MAHAA: SORRY LA I 22&23 ONLY COMMING SCHOOL.. NONO WAIIT PEOPLE BOOK ME ON THAT DAY ALRDY NOT COMMING SCHOOL!
WTF?!!!!!!!!!!
another part was like when Mabel asked us to pay for class funnd hahah that was the best la.
Somehow from $1 change to $0.50 then change t $0.40 then Mehraaj say aiya i give $0.10 la.. then next day i give $0.00 laa. ahahahahah! FCUKING FUNNY LA!! ((((: then started whacking in class and fighting got freaking violent all! pushed her.. kena slammed on the metal cupboard& lifted up skirts all! WTF?!?!?!?!?!? EUNICE LEONG WAN TING is too be blamed!LOL! sorry kor your still the best yoo! [be proud yo] you know i love you(:


To that bitch with short fucking legs:
i swear one more time you stare you so gonna get whacked upside down!
c'mon get a life yo whore! i hate your fcuking face!c'mon everyones just wating to whack you please. stuck up biatch with a fucked face!


For the moon wont be out tonight;
I bleed in tears;Your too much for me to handle.

fcuk your words; you make me hate you for the way you speak;
i told you;

& yet again you made me seem like a faithful biatch;
Goodbye Lover,
i love you& i havent seen you in days; your all i ever think about; dont you miss me at all;
im trying my best t meet up with you;
to the extend that i tink we'll nver mee up ever again;
when i say next month; im just very upset.
i keep on giving you another month t clear your plans.
first month was not even celebrated; now second month isnt going t be any different;
whats happening to the i'll meet you atleast once a week?
nothings changing;
i still love you& i know you do;
maybe thats ever enough;
i miss you like FCUK!

5:52 AM
Pure Love

Wednesday, January 16, 2008


Gloria Nicolette Francis Stephen

has to cheer up immedialy; if not the whole worlds going down!

sweetie pie; c'mon cheer up, take some time to think(: make a wise choice

that'll be the benefit of you both aite, maybe he isnt the right one or it just isnt the right time?

relax okayy? no matter what I LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALLY; IM NEVER GIVING YOU UP CAUSE YOUR THE ONE I NEED SWEETIE(: YOU MY BELOVED; if its someone i cant loose its definately you darling(: no words can express my love for you.

6:16 AM
Pure Love

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

COGAYYYYYYY(:
didnt school todayy, i was sick! hate it luhs! im like oh so weak?? ughh nehhmindd(:
had a very early morning thanks to ms teh(: hahas! called at 8 AM!? ughh nehhminndd,
then TRIED to sleep again but ended up bathingg, cause went to the doctors(: then then got 2 bloody day mc & 1 week no PE?! ughhh.. not listening to the doctor thouu. LOLL..
yeahh home-ed and then ate lunch with michie and jesse(: finnlly they're both home!?oh pleaseeee?!! then watch some true singapore ghost story on VCD?! LOLL kinda funny cause michie was making fun? hahaha.. yeahh then onlined ever since.. suppose to go get something from cityhall but wasnt feeling well, so yeahh.. know what i lost my mood to blog. so yeah forget it.
[edited]
i've been having dreams of near death expreience, i must say yesterday nights was indeed the worst, something i've never dreamt of before, the only thing i could wake up to was me drenched in sweat, prayers arent going to work just before you know your gonna die, well, thats truee, Seriously sometimes i wish i could turn time back to undo and my mistakes in life, Well, that will be a another dream, Recently, it has been raining cats& dogs, with thunder and lightning so fierce that can bring the trees that are million years down,as i walked home yesterday i thought to myself, why's god letting all these happen, its practically cause we are selfish humans, God has to sacrifice everything for us, whereas we take advantage of things that come to us. Sometimes we do not realise how do we cherish things untill the end of time;

4:00 PM
Pure Love

Monday, January 14, 2008

bloggers being a fucking bitch! i swearr,

Nothing much happened todayy,hospital this morning, then homed cause yeah wasnt feeling well, then came home and onlined w gillian the whole day..feels good after not talking[ not catching up] for a very long time, oh gosh how am i going to survive untill tuesday.. the medications aint helping, i keep puking them out.. oh gosh! Thanks 98.7 for playing such a wonderful song at this time?! FUCKKKKKKK! shit everythings not going right.. Thanks gillian for being there, hearing me rant all oveerr and shit stuffs! (: i love you babe!
its so good t talk to you after a very very very long while & nahh i aint lazyy im justt... uhhh lazyyy(: uh-huh! my first friend(: will always be(: yeahh then went over t angies place tried to study.. nothing went in.. well, gave up after 5 mins! What Am I Going To Do?! Its N Levels This Year! im not trying am i?
yet again, I GIVE UP! on my life& everything! there goes my studies! Good Luck Susanna Arthur Daniel! Well Done! Sucker I Am!
Oh crap, Cca Rehersal again tmrww, gosh can i like say i've had enough with cca?! half of my life's like gone cause of it??? i seriously cant wait for POP! i've got no mood to laugh for i dont know what reason..
the dots on my hands seems itchy! )): ulcers aint getting better,Fevers been rising like nothing, Flus like leaking &leaking! OH CRAP I SWEARRR... ughhs..
2 more days to your birthday buddy(:
7 more days to our two months sweetheart(:
Good or Bad let god decide.
To do or Not do science notes for test tomorrow???? crapness!
cockster! i need helpp! "ITS NOT OVER TONIGHT,JUST GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE TO MAKE IT RIGHT!" not my fault.. the songs playing on radion & i feel dam randomm!
"OHHH OHHHH OHHH"
AIITE Gillians hurrying me to finish blogging!
OHHOHHH! Gillian's House Tomorrow To Studyy((:

**Goodbye Playful Susanna & Hello Study Susanna

yet, im nothing but just a faithful Biatchhh, Goodnight lover,




Gillian<33,
hey sweetheartt! hmmm cheer up aitee? remember no thinking bout love ones when we're around each other?its no dumb to love that person still right? c'mon i love the one im with too much to let go? that isnt dumb right? no matter whatt you know i still love you! i mean it kayy.. maybe cause its just been a very long time since we catched upp! hogayy! cheer up sweetie pie!
i love you unconditionally. Study hard yeaa? we shall out very very soon(:
My Little Pony(:

9:31 PM
Pure Love

Sunday, January 13, 2008

sweetheart<33,
hey derest you've been moody/upset of late, for i dont know what reason, Sometimes you hardly open up anymore, well, now that you've taken a big step in life, i hope you make the right decisions in life starting from this point of your life, you dont like to be lectured there nothing much i can do, You like to be left alone whenever your upset, thats very different cause it'll get you more upset. Remember your suppose to open up darling?so yeahh, now that your working too make sure you make time for studies also,Remember that whatever happen i still love you sweetheart(: & i'll never leave you okay? You my Sweetheart<33,>




Gloria<33,
hey sweetie(: cheer up kays? now that you guys are progressing isnt that good?
im sure he loves you kay? dont think too much.. remember to study very hard too?
i'll always be here for you no matter what! cause iloveyou like no tomorrow. you a very
important person to me(: & i love you alot, cause you made me realise alot of things. i'd never have come this far without you. i'd prolly gave up half way. Not even wanting to face tomorrow.
growing up with you, made me stop looking back and all the unfortuante things that has happened, i may have lost the most important women in my life but i know i can count on you.
i was with you ina crowded place, i lost your touch, i ran in all directions looking for you, i stood up and realise you were staring back at me, there'll never be a second i'd wanna spent my life without you.you'll always be beautiful in my eyes, the sweetest yet loving darling, 15 years growing up with you, i never regretted any second
Yours Truly,
Susanna<33

8:09 PM
Pure Love



BOOGAYYY((:
today seemed pretty normal? yeahh i guess nothing happened, met up with gloria,brandon&emman, went to compass, then ate then churched, massed with themm((: SUPERB! jolyn was latee.. haha!Then then after mass met liz, phyllis&tiffo at pick-up point(: then craped&rapped with them and yes, i mean RAP! COOLIOS larhss. yeah yeahh shall upload the video later.. thenn went to compass BubbleTea-ed with bestie... ((: then walked back with her.. talked and talked and crap like bloody nuts la! OH NO! she's flying in 8 days time )):
Online-ed with bestie ever since i was homee.. then went outt to meet Jing,Shannen&kellie.. lol!studied.. then ate then walked home from Monfort Macs((: then then came home and onlined agan((: PFTTTTTTTTT tired or whatt!?!?!?!?!



To be ): or :),
your choice, your words..
time passes by so fast,
2 months will be here soon!
excited? i betcha not.
i love you.

Happy 17th Birthday Sweetie Phyllis Lee(:

video

1:23 AM
Pure Love

Friday, January 11, 2008

HOLLA EVERYONE((((:

camp totally sucked larhs please? uhh well, excpet for Thrid Day larhs, so yeah din sleep yet again,then got ready and all missed flag raising..should have seen the look on our faces please! *big time jokes*NONSENCES larhs.. thenn got more casulty.. then cleaned up room and went out for final briefing.. ahaha collected campfire ashes! for i dont know what reason(: but yeah its still in my bag larhs.. but yeahh then bused home... and slept. nothing much.. onlines and talked..((:





sometimes seeing you so moody really makes me think; if im going to say the
right thing, well, i promised to never end this, cause i know you love me& i love you.
sometimes to ever get me through the night was just your voice, me being moody dosent really have to affect you at all, cause i always put up a smilling front at you.You know your more important to whom i speak on the phone, sometimes i do wait for your msg or call, but they hardly even come in. Remember,we talked yesterday, Our balloon ride? i wont let you hug me, cause i dont want you to fall first. i havent seen you for days/weeks? the last time i saw you was last sunday? i dont know if i will be seeing you anytime soon; In weeks to come, im gonna stop playing computer..like last time.. i hope you will be alright, you may not be able t get me on my phone either. i love you.

8:50 AM
Pure Love

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

I Dont Feel Like Blogging But Yeah, Im Gonna Do It For Someone's Sake, SomethingI've Never Done Before. Hogay, So Like Woke Up Late For School, Rushed My Arse,Went To Shower&Dada..Then Reached School Still early.. Bull****(:
I Dont Know Why But I've Just Got No Mood To Do Anything At All.. Suddenly My Mood Changes, And I Go All Quiet, Especially In School.I Get Annoyed Easily, I Dont Like Noise,Even Though Im Very Noisy And All. What's Turning Into Me? I Get Fucking Anooyed. I Dont Like Crowds..&You Aren't making Things Any Better, Your Messages Takes Years To Come In, I Dont Know why, I Guess You Just Dont See The Need To Reply Me,

4:25 AM
Pure Love

Saturday, January 5, 2008

congrats to Saint Annes Altar Servers[SAAS]2007,Champions,Serangoon Distrcit.

hogayyy((: rights, so after serangoon district, went to meet liz then bus-ed over to my house cause i wanted to bathe ((: then stayed at my house till 5+((: then after then headed down to church(: attended mass with liz & kenneth! i tell you super funny luhs(: right right, then went home and yes played com till i fell asleep((:havent checked my phone since.. and im planning to not. im just sick and tired and waiting for his/her message to come, i've got enough of you. terribly stop bringing me down, fuck shit! its like everytime im up he/she has to tell me the past! i've got enough! im gonna be strong from now on! no more of your messages! and if i cant tell you, then im just gonna chuck my phone aside so i dont have to read your messages!

read this :f you& f off from my freaking life. suck bitch(:

you aint gonna make me feel any worst. so c'mon

get a life.. try runing someone elses(:

NICE TRY BITCH FACE(:

**SORRY NOAH! din reply you((: lol


4:53 PM
Pure Love

Friday, January 4, 2008

hello, i've got no mood, i miss ching,clarelyn,stephanie,pat,huiyan,loraine):
i havent been talking to you guys alot, more like i just happen to see your face&pass by?
i really miss you.
goodbye,

4:51 AM
Pure Love

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

hogayy school was awesomeeeeeeee(:
except for the ending part SPOTCHECK?! crappp, i tried running away but dang ms teh caught me luh! haha.. so yeah i got booked for dyed hair&short skirt? uhh rightt.. the rest was okayy.. back to school with eunice, shannen,ori, marie, rachel((: PURE FUN TIME I SWEARRRRR! i love themm vehhhhhhhh muchhh after school lunch-ed with gloria,kenneth and brandon(: someone din come! upsetting UH-HUH! was waiting to see that person ): but hell yeahh,




i finally managed to kill myself and start that topic.
i really did not want to, i could tell by your words;
i miss you; i wanted see you very badly, first day of school's
kinda impoortant. i dont blame you i guess?
i hope to spend more time with you; but i know its not
gonna happen so hell yeah. come to me when your free
perhaps.you know i will always be waiting there even in
the heavy rain; to receive your hug, i will do anything
well you really dont know how much i wanted you to be there
do you? do you even know what i need you very badly, do you
know im suffering; YOU DONT! cause you will NEVER

3:59 AM
Pure Love

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

hola everyone(:

so yeahh, i was like think of confirmation camp, i dont know why? so yeah,
like i really thank god for like brining me to church and stuff, getting to know all these people who really made a big difference in my life these people have to be named:

[in no random order]

uncle&aunty B,vincent Y,uncle chris, liz chng,gloria,martin,glenn,raph,brandon,kenneth, jess,gen,kelynn,perry,jasper,andrew,maureen

nana,brandon B, rico,beat png,eunice png,abraham,michael,grace choo,esther yeo,caleb, sheena,tiffany ang, phyllis, jolyn,audrey,val lee,gab f, jo,emman,

so yeah these people have really turned my life around, without them i would have never made it through confirmation camp. Tears be it both for laughter or sadness you brought them both,

thank-you for being with me through everything; thank-you for the advice you gave; i believe strongly that god has everything planned out for me and you. work towards you goals and never give up. SALT will continue rocking hardcore yo people(:



Tiffany ang:

HEY DODIDA bestfriend((:
firstly, HUGGIE WAGGIIEEEEE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
yes yes, thank you for being that very special person to me; deep down
in my heart i've got alot to say, you know me every secret! (: thanks
for being a great listening ear and telling me what to do. i will really dont know
what to do without you. One things for sure life's dull without you, hardcore laughing
and hugging all dang i miss it, you really picked my faith up in christ, even though you weren't my facil and all, you still thought me many stuffs, gave me a shoulder to lean on when i felt like giving up, you held my hands and said it was okay, thank-you so much; i'd promise to treasure this beautiful friendship with nothing wanted back, once again thank-you and i love you dearest!

liz chng:
wadiup poops(: WOOHOO!! you make me laugh non-stop like everytime i see,
you always have a new crap to like talk about; firstly you taught me about braces and then made me stay awake till 3++AM to watch alvin and the chimpmunks! importantly you were the one who dragged me to church every week, and gave me a shoulder to lean on when i was down, i really wanna thank you alot for always being on my side, for caring for me (: you'll always be beauitful in my eyes chng! thank-you for bringing me up in my faith, but never leave alone cause i'd be lost alone without your help. thanks for being a buddy! i love you.


gloria:
hey there cousin/dicky/bestfriend(: i really have to thank-you like big time? you were always there grew up with you and stuff.. till now were so close thank-you, you always made a smile on my face no matter what. fights or not smiles were always brought on your face to make me happy(: i love you.no matter what i will always be there for you, i promise, i will never leave you. even if i were forced i promise to tel you atleast(: you were wonderful in every single way. and thats all that matters. knowing you for everysecond of my 15 years on earth i never regretted any moments. you know i love you very much; nothing must happen to you kays? i'd be nothing without you.




raphael:
boo you facil ((:LOLL((:
hmm..well well, i have to say you definately made con camp more fun for me..im serious luh(: like like i was uber noisy doing huggie waggie with tiffo. and uh-huh you did it once with me ((: lolll.. but yeahh thanks for really bringing my faith up in me, would not have done it without you, really.. thank-you for like really sharing and all..i would have never open up during con camp if it wasnt for you. well really i think you really changed my attitude during con camp. well cause your my facil.. and yes hell did i have fun (: thanks for everything you've done! play hard for serangoon district yeahh? ROCK ON FACIL(((((:



















martin:


hey TB(: loll yeahhh awesomee knowing you(((: i really never regretted knowing you at all(: you always made smiles come to my face whenever your around, you were like always there to listen to my problems! ((: thanks man! ((: although i knew you recently only yeah you were of great help to me (: your sure one tall thing la! i fell UBER short when i stand near you.. dang! (: LOL! but yes thanks for being there budyyy(: rock on tall one (: play well for serangoon district manzxzx ((:









glenn LIM:
i just felt like upper-casing the lim(: waittttt firstly HUGGIE WAGGIE
LOL((: hahaha so con camp thing(: uh yes yes, yo man! thanks for like being a veh good buddy(: always there to listene to my probs no matter what. yeahh, like you really thought me alot of things luhs.. okay maybe alot of good and bad things luhs. hahas! yah k, like you'd tell me things like to make me cool down and all (: when your ): i hope i helped.. kay wait i think i didnt. so hell yeahh.. like be upset no more yeahh.. since you've always been there i shall be there for you too k? but yeahh you definately have to open up uh.. its kinda hard so yeah(: study hard-er yeah? oh no, see you soon yea? CHEER UP BUDDY! thanks for being such a buddy luhs. all my problems gone thanks to the hero : GLENN RAPHAEL LIM JOO HIN [ got that on your blog] (:play well for serangoon district manzxzxz. rock on buddy ((:










12:02 AM
Pure Love

Monday, December 31, 2007


HAPPY NEW YEARR! 2008;
BE HAPPY AND JOYFUL,
1 MORE YEAR OF BEING FRIENDS(:

HOLLA EVERYONE.. im like blogging AGAIN?! hahaha.. i've got nothing much to bore about.
omfg school's only 2 effing days away?!
save me oh lord!
well thats definately not gonna happen.. so yeahh
continue dreaming susanna((:
so yeahhh..
woke up veh early met eliz&angie... hahaha! we were so effing hungryy so went to elizabeth's house and i cooked right people your reading it right i cooked! ahahaha GOOD STUFF BALLS! ahahah((: then studied and cracked my frigging brains..couldnt concenrate much cause i was thinking of him?yes yes moving onn.. came home with BURNED HANDS?! HEADACHE?! ughh i swearr and the sunlight wasTHE BOMB LA DEYYYYYYYYYY! hhahaha.. im tired.. blog tomorrow or something?


two more bloody days to school
GOOD OR BAD YOU DECIDE.


i miss you;
happy new year i guess;
i wish you were online
i promise to wait.

7:36 AM
Pure Love

Sunday, December 30, 2007




DISCO NIGHT (: LOLLL




stayed over at lizzies place after disco night...


WAIT REWIND!

COMMING BACKK..
yeahh uncle B droved me and liz back with Gab and heleyna and sisters.. ((:
haha rockin big time in car please?! hahaha! so yeahh
SURPRISINGLY
LYNN CHNG WAS HOME!!!!NOT ALONE THATS WAS NOT SURPRISING((:
so yeah, bathed and went down to 401.. met emman&co.
ate and all then walked to bus-stop there; and know what?!
i freaking hell was standing very near a freaking cat!
i scream and ran off mann!! ))): SCARY BALLS!
(: then went home and stayed up till like 3 bloodys++?!thanks liz ("hahaha
watched alvin and the chimpmunks* if thats how you spelt it?? lol.. ahahas!
and as for today..
TUTION!!! then SLACKED HOME!!!!!!!!!



i miss you veh much, i havent seen you or
talked to you in days. i miss you..
your in my heart now! crap.
you are everywhere.
nahh thats bull! hhaha!
i love you...
your forever mine (:



hello bestfriend tiffo(:
i love you very much, thanks for making
me very happy..




9:40 AM
Pure Love

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

okay i guess im just waiting like a idiot for you to be online? ah well, i can only sit and stare and wait for you to come online.. and well, i guess your just gonna say sorry again?ah i dont know.. i cant text you and shit stuff..the next time i'll see is ike maybe 23rd or what?? urghhhhhhhh! ya hell ya i came online but your not so yah.idk kayy.. goodbye.. you promise to take care.. cheer up ya.. and promise to tok to nana or gloria if your upset.
and yes i love you darling.and i'll never leave you.

2:35 AM
Pure Love

Sunday, December 2, 2007



HELLO MS CHNG!

I MISS YOU DEAD MUCH PLEASE.. i have so many things to tell you!

catch us soon yeahh!!!! 401 & playground soon!

AH!

I LOVE YOU LIZ ALEXIUS CHNG& I MISS YOU EFFING MUCH!

TAKE CARE SKATER&SWIM CHIC!

1:19 AM
Pure Love



hello world i'm back to blog okay.. so yeah so many things happening to me right now.. haiya
i dont know.. haiya maybe like everyone should stop saying that i'm with emman.. im not with emman so fucking hell people get your fucking facts right.. stop saying things like that cause it pisses me off..




i dont expect you to read this.




i happen to pass by your blog todayy.. im like damn...
ah i dont know.. somehow your past in your blog makes me think that shes better than me,
is she? haiya.. i dont know.. tell me something that'll assure me..
maybe cause i know that your still like her... i think.. ):
tell me whats going thru your mind? i really needa know..
im lost.. i know that we can be happy together,
remeber you said believe in us? i'm trying.. somehow i feel the pain deeep down in my heart..
sometimes i just feel like stabbing myself?
you don't seem to care about me anymore? you never call me dear or stuffs?
whats wrong? you hardly say i love you. you hardly open up to me either.
you know if we had never went to punggol end, things would have never been like that would it?
i still remember.. punggol end. you were squatting and i was on your back. so many things came to my mind.
if i could make you forget her and move on.. or am i just a FUCKING USELESS BUM? who's just making things worse for you.. CAN YOU NOT FADE AWAY? i need you..your image stays in my mind..i miss your hugs cause they always made me feel better.
MAYBE CAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU??

12:57 AM
Pure Love

Friday, November 30, 2007

i happen to pass by your blog.. and i can tell that your happy with her.. your blog says it all..
haixxx i dont know.. im sorry cause there was a line that affected me very badly... im still thinking.. everything i do has memories to reming me of you.

1:00 AM
Pure Love



hello people.. bloody hell since i blogged yeah yeah! now i blogged happy?? hahaha okayy.. i wont be back as often cause im trying to forget things so hell yeah! i miss sec 3A! urghh! yes yes whatever..
hahhas!





iloveyou&i hope you know..
i hope i make u happy.. and not worst..
maybe cause sometime i dun understand you. well im sorry..
i never knew things would turn out to be like this
i was very close to forgetting you and moving on.. till punggol end that very night.
well, i love to be near you cause you make me smile.
tomorrow night im so gonna shout your name!
i love you darling...and i miss you!
please take care and do sleep early..
i promise to never walk away..


gloria cheer up! i love you very muchh!

12:41 AM
Pure Love

Sunday, November 4, 2007

im sorry..i know that i hurt you badly.. but the feelings just not there.. should i force love and make you happy? and then make me suffer?? i dont know. if i can get you happy then i wont mind.. i just dont want you to be like that.. it's so not yourself luh.. haiya.. ARGHHHHHHHH! after that message that you sent me.. haiyaa i felt super disturb luh okayy. i dont know why.. i never slept properly.. haiya i dunnoe.. stop being like that. im sorry okay.. i know how you feel cause i once felt like that and I AM feeling like that.. i told you to sleep but you kept on giving me the same fucked up excuse. urghh i dont know la okayy. IM WASHING MY HANDS OFF YOU.do whatever fuck shit u wanna do luh okayy!just fucking hell blame me for everything.
for you not being able to sleep and play soccer properly..
maybe me leaving church is still the best idea.




your image just fades away in that lonley alley.
i now know that im all alone.
will you come back?

5:39 PM
Pure Love



churched this morning.. salt was AWESOMEE hmm we had some magic show.. hahaas! i was amazed luhs.. hahah then salt anniversary planning came in then like so cool laa.. i cannot waaiit..for 16/11/2007 ya'll! hope to see many there.. (((: yeahh then went to buy food.. and then bus-ed to shann's house((: then like her mum send us over to leong's chalet.. hahas.. then like ya.. saw many people..then like slacked and helped her bbq and stuff like that.. thenn yaa... hmmm then like shan's mum came to fetch us backk HOMEEE(((: then like ya.. hahahaha we talked and stuff.. ahaha more catching upp ehhh?? hahaa then camwhored.. see if can upload or stuff.. hahaas((:



i really tried to let go..
of cause it aint gonna happen.
one side love will get me no where..
haiyaa forget it i give up okayy?
have fun..

7:48 AM
Pure Love



dont be upset(: i'll be here.. like i promised.. i told you. i cant reply ur msg.. cause my phone died.. im sorryy i think u should movee onn.. because why continue being hurrt by her?? its useless.. trust mee.. maybe ur love for her is strongg.. give yourself time.. i know u can do it.. you dun like being hurt rightt?? open up and move onn... like me im moving on too.. im sorry buddyy.. i promise i'll be there... I WILL BE THERE K????
think of mee,, jokes..
8 letters,3 words&1 meaning(:
but it's never comming through.
i stand up in a crowded place and my mind was working again..
i realised that.. im not gonna be with you. so maybe i should wake up...
im not gonna wait for you anymore.. even thou i still love you. i dun wanna put you in a hard situationn.

1:07 AM
Pure Love

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

hello worldddd...
i guess my these few days are gonna be super emo
im like blogging in the MORNING!! AT 0729??!!
okayy maybe cause im upp?? i need to go townn to do somethingg. currently im DYINGGGG?? with cramps.. URGH! damn it la.. shittt.. so dont mind me if i changee((: talked to you last night.. so much more better.. ahh maybe you treat everyone the same so maybe i should not bother.. so yeahh.. i should just like treat you like any other friends..no special feelings and stuff... thats if you wantt.. maybe you should tell me then maybe i wont be that lost.. and feel that lost in the world. maybe i should go awayy. haiyaa... im sick and tired of waiting la okay.. im moving on WITHOUT you.. maybe its better after all.. you'll be much more happy.. i hope i did make you happy online yesterdayy.. well im gonna think nothing of it.. since it's no use.. i dun wannnaa bring you down just because of me.. move on with yourlife. while i stay home and hide from everyone.. since all the guys are like that,, ahh! screw it alrights. dont waste my time. it's vey wrong to stare..haiyaaa... i feel like shoutingggggggggggg. can you like hear me??? please dont off your phone and go MIA again please. i hope you blog soon.. haiyaa.

4:28 PM
Pure Love



traning for this whole week is STUPID/LAME/DUMB&SHITTYYY..
im sick and your sick. i hope you take care.
haiyaa you really make me worry about you. sometimes i dunnoe if im good enough for you. today i knw.. oh well, im sorry if i havent been the one you always neeeded. i dont know why, make i should never like you.. and maybe i should not care about you and stuff like that. hmm well maybe cause you changed me alot.. i became a better person cause of you and stuff. but after yesterday and all you saidd i guess yeahh.. haiyaa i dunnoe laa. your messages are still in my phonee.. haiyaa maybe i'll just stad away and just stare without you knowingg. cause maybe we'll never be tgt.. and only if you could treat me special i will be happy enough...
you were always there for me and stuff. haiyaa i dunnoe laa. i hope you wont be dissapointed in yourself anymore i will be here thouuu`. like i promised!haiyaa.. maybe,maybe not, haiyaa i dunnoe la !! I DONT KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

6:44 AM
Pure Love

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

OH SCREWWWWWWWWWWWWWW(:
school was like normal? except for the 98.7 radio crew? they were fucking AWESOMMMMMMMMEEEE(: alrights then back to class for hairstyling(:
so yeahh then stayed at shannens housee(: with mariaa.
so im gonna sleep... cause someone is sleeping too.. and your sickkk.. take care la pleasee.
sorry din meet you guys. but i think im meeting your tomorrow.. get well sooon..





i dont get a fuck in this thing called love.
maybe i should just jump down and die.
fucking hard,
maybe pills will be better,
kill me, shoot me.
tonight i die in my sleep.
to all my beloved.
i love you. take care when im gone..

9:23 AM
Pure Love

Thursday, October 18, 2007

havent been blogging a super long time.
maybe because so many fucking things have been happening.
arghhh i dont knoww.. got results backk.
B4 for maalay??? sucks please.
23 for maths?!
ahhh! results fucking badd this yearrrr...
so much for studying for maths.
bullshit laa.
got cpa back too,

things are gonna be different without you,

i dont know what to do without you three.
but i know i will be fine. you loook so happy without me.
maybe its fine. it's fucking fine get it?
so what if it hurts? you dont care do you?
just leave me alone! everyoneee.
i suck! happy? you already took my smile away what more do you want?
my life?! well, take it!
you gave me everything, but it's time i said goodbye i think.
goodbye.
i will miss you.
REALLY!
five months was good enough.
i really treasure thoese times.
but sorry.

11:36 PM
Pure Love

Monday, October 8, 2007

hellooo worlddd..
woohooo! im boreDDDD! so it's like maths paper 1 THE KILLER!!! hahas alriggtsss gave up on it thou.. hahaa.. oh wellls.. then went for EOA disasterous.. hha! ohhhh. then then sawww glenn&emman..."studied' then rushed off to meet mariaaa... ((: to go to shann house to "studyy" hhaha you noe our studyy..acctually i did laa but that someone disturbed me.. oh well, hmmm secretttt!!!hahhahaa... hmmm maybe im happyyy(: maybe im nott, its up to you to decidedd... oh wellios... then was drived down to 7-11 to buy chochhhhhhh&sweetss.. woohooo. highness pleasseeee. hahah woohooo! ((((((: then maria went to bed... hahaha! mariaa.
BIG POOOHHH! hahaha! BIG POOH CANNOT FIT... CAN YOU TAKE OUT THE HONEY?! hahha mariaaa in dream lannnnnndddd*... hahahaa funny muchhh.
ohhh then soon shannen got on the phone with her friend! hahaha! and then i went on the phone too!hahah! gonna stay up till 6 pluss i hopeee.
oh well if i can make it. entertainment pleaseee...
im gonna play audition for noww. and studyy soon maybe at 2-3AM?!
although im super tiredddd..



i miss your smiles.
maybe ur just the one.
maybe i should never have liked you.
i'll start hating you noww.
goodbye lover, hello hated one,
all the best cause i used t love you.
yesterday will never be today or tomorrow.

the final words.

9:30 AM
Pure Love

Sunday, October 7, 2007

studying sessions has been damnit good please.. went for morning mass... then salttt.
woohooo!
yeahh studying aagian! got caught in the rain gnna get sick again! urghh fuck it!


hey you dont be upset la.. i know how it feels..i think partlyyy.
you said if you could cheer up why cant i.. so i shall say thoese back to youu.
yeahh. dont be like that look on the bright side laaa. just studyy. you dont study for him.but for yourself.really your the ones who gonna take ur result slip(: right? your the one whos gonna suffer if u dont go to sec5 right? so whyy let him affect your life? its your life remeber?!
haiyaa...yes his words did hurt you. i know. it did. but dont give up just like that? then imagine he said that when u were primary 4? then would u have gave upp on your streaming? it's the sameee.
i can say this. the rest is up to you. i really hope you dont give up. i know whatever i say wont make a difference,so yeah. but just tryyy cause its the best for you. (:
cheer upp pleaseee. it's always you who cheer me up and give me advice.. now its my turn((:

1:36 AM
Pure Love



studying sessions has been damnit good please.. went for morning mass... then salttt.
woohooo!
yeahh studying aagian! got caught in the rain gnna get sick again! urghh fuck it!


hey you dont be upset la.. i know how it feels..i think partlyyy.
you said if you could cheer up why cant i.. so i shall say thoese back to youu.
yeahh. dont be like that look on the bright side laaa. just studyy. you dont study for him.but for yourself.really your the ones who gonna take ur result slip(: right? your the one whos gonna suffer if u dont go to sec5 right? so whyy let him affect your life? its your life remeber?!
haiyaa...yes his words did hurt you. i know. it did. but dont give up just like that? then imagine he said that when u were primary 4? then would u have gave upp on your streaming? it's the sameee.
i can say this. the rest is up to you. i really hope you dont give up. i know whatever i say wont make a difference,so yeah. but just tryyy cause its the best for you. (:
cheer upp pleaseee. it's always you who cheer me up and give me advice.. now its my turn((:

1:36 AM
Pure Love

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

school todayy(:
and im like blogging in school?! well well i did my workk((:
but i only completed part 1?!
urgh i dun care(: HAHA!(:
mrs gay's not here anyways(:
oh well well,
IM PISSED WITH ALOT OF PEOPLE(: WELL I DUN CARE
exams are here):

i dont know, i really dont
i wanna give up badlyyy
parents,school work,& now you.
you were the last person i ever wanted to loose.
bestfriend i need you badlyy..
"mommy i never reallt blamed you"

when you walk away, dont you feel the sadness in me,
i still feel you even thou your near,
im gonna give you up.
It's for the better i guess,
maybe i never liked you. i dont know.
good luck for your studies.
cause i noe you'll never be with me.
Dont act like you care cause i know you dont.
you never did.
you never acted like we were one.
i dont knoww,
i'll cryy. cause i know you'll never come back.
im sorry if it's my fault.
im not too blind to look.
i'll be reason for your pain.
even though its not my fault i'll take the fault.
your studies come first!
just go away from me.
i hope i never see you.
maybe, we should never ever meet again
the words you spoke to me are long gone,
i no longer care, everythings so fucked up):
will you help,
YOUR SUCH A LIAR! you said you'll be there.
i'll never speak to you agin.
i never liked you. its my fucking fault alright.
im fault to trust you, my fault to tell you everything! urgh!
can i say i hate you.
iloveyou):
i will not anymore!


Lord are you here?

5:26 PM
Pure Love

Monday, October 1, 2007

i havent been blogging for like a super duper long timeeeeeeeeeee(:
haha(: ohh well,
i have been "studying" HAHA! churched after school these few days.
studying with regina,clarelyn,stephy,liz,glenn,raph,emman&daryl joined us yesterday!
okay seriouly the guys din study... so yes played moree studied less(: hahaha!
sicckkk! din go school todayy. gonna go docotor then meeting glenn&raph laterrr..mainly t get my nametag backk! hahaha i thinkkkkkkk! oh well,i hope i get 2 days mc pleaseee. serioulsyy i dunnoe why i feel like fuck pleasee! URGHHHHH! sucked laaaaaa. my throat hurts like crap. && my heads spinning like a rollar coaster!&no one's homee. i woke up like 2 times last night?! at 12 sharpp and at 4 sharpp! urghhh i feel so suckyyyy, i hope i get good medicines!pleaseeeeeeeeeee.





EOY are here and im still playing and dreaming!
am i stupid or what! its eoy pleaseee. i should really buck up
but i dunnoe howww.
URGH! fuck it la. im just so stupiddd.. urghhhh!
idkkkk! i think im gnna flunk badlyy.
then i'll disspoint mummy and daddy!
im not gonna blame anyone but myself if i fail
i dun have anymore time!
urghh
and all my books are in the locker!
WOW!!! sucks pleasee ):
will anyone make me studyyy?! pleaseee.
just force meeee!

9:02 PM
Pure Love

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

happy birthday joannne(:
i love you darling((:

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happyyy birthday to JOANNE MY DEAREST(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU(:
dont be naughty already(:
study hard for EOY((:

9:48 PM
Pure Love





Farewell to you four mannnnzxzxzxz((:
study hard for your n'levels(:
i'll miss you guys badly(:
please take-care mannzxzxzxzxz(:
ching remember our outings((: & 15 shall never changezxzxzxz.
Huiyan, thanks
for the milo((:
Linsin,mummy pig!
study hard ehh((:
&&
pamela*points t sky* hahas! oh weell, take care&study hard(:
i love you four very muchzxzxz(:

presenting the best TIFFANY(:
hello you, dont leave but you must):
i will miss you worzxzxzxz!!we'll still attend mass together(:
i love you very much! study hard(:








school was bullshit today;
got caught for opening locker at 0825?
whats worse call parents! haha! lame shit pleaseee.
then then lessons as usual! then went for secondary 4 farewell,
ahhhhhhhhhh!im gonna miss the four of them and tiffany)):







4:32 AM
Pure Love

Thursday, September 20, 2007

School-ed Today, Sucks Big Time Except For The Fact I Was With Bestfriends?

i dont know whats happening in my life, i really really dont know; can i give up now?
or must i continue?








5:20 AM
Pure Love

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

school-ed todayy lesson's were like fucking boring as usual!!
and guess what theres like CD tomorrow! DIE DIE DIE
i came up with formulas[shall type it out later]


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY PIG(:
LOO HUIYAN(: 16 ALREADYYY(:
I LOVE DADDY PIG LIKE MANY MANY(:
STUDY HARD FOR YOUR N'S PLEASE!
I PROMISED TO SING YOU A SONG:

" HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIYAN....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU((:"




ENGLISH= BORING----> TALK---> MRS *** SCOLD---> CLASS SHUTS UP--> 5 SECONDS LATER----> HEADS DOWN EVERYONE=GOODNIGHT SEC 3ALTRUISM


MATHS= MAYBE YOU CAN LEARN--->LEARN NEW THINGS& FLYYY[IF YOU CAN CONCENTRATE] HOWEVER IF YOU CANT.

MATHS=HUH?!! WHAT IS THIS?! [ THATS WHEN YOU DONT LISTENE SINCE THE STARTING OF THE YEAR]

SCINCE= PLAY PLAY PLAYY! WAIIT LET ME SIMPLIFY
[ PLAY=
STEP 1: EVEYONE TAKES OUT HANDPHONE BY THE CUE GIVEN BY THE FIRST ROW;
STEP 2: MR CHIEW SAYS GOOD MORNING GIRLS;
STEP3: 3A THINKS THAT HE LEFT THE CLASS AND START
THROWING PAPER AREOPLANES& JUMPING AND
FIGHTING IN CLASS; STARTS HAVING MORE THAN 5
TOILET BREAK. NOW HE WILL SHOUT;
" EVERYONE BACK TO YOUR SEAT"
3A REACTION " SHUT UP LA FUCKK!"/
EH SINCE WHEN YOUR BACK SIAA
& CONTINUES DOING OUR OWN THINGS
THATS HOW WE GET 3 FREE LESSONS(:


MOTHER TONGUE=[MALAY]
ALSO KNOW AS THE WORSE SUBJECT IN SJC(:
MALAY= EXAM PAPER= CIKGU SAYA TAK TAHU BUAT, BOLEH TOLONG?
TRANSLATION=CIKGU I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO, CAN HELP.
ACCTUALLY I DIN EVEN LOOK AT IT(:
THATS WHY I ALWAYS FINISH FIRST(:


CD= OHHH FUCKKK(:
CD= I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL SHE'S SAYING, EVERYONE NODS TOGETHER(:
2 LESSON ENDS BY NODDING! APPRATELY OUR HEADS GET KINDA PAIN((:

PE=VIOLENCE!
PE= PATRCIA BEING HURT BY ME
STEPS OR PLAYING HOCKEY;
STEP 1: AIM
STEP 2: SCOREEEEE!
WAYS TO CHEAT:
STEP 1: GO REALLY NEAR THE GOALKEEPER AND PUSH THE CONES AWAY AND SHOOT!
STEP2: GO REALLY NEAR A PLAYER AND JUST SHOUT" OUCHHHH"
YOU TEAM GETS A PANALTY SHOT!
THATS HOW I END UP WINING (((:

RE= OH PLEASE DONT TALK ABOUT IT(:




MAYBE CAUSE I HAVE TO LOVE YOU SILENTLY(:

5:19 AM
Pure Love

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Did not go to school but went to court; wasss okayyyy(:
kinda cool ehhh! saw the laywerrr! haha! he's like super nice?! haha oh well,
then daddy's kinda upsett i thinkk):
ahhh! damnit councelling session will start as soon as its approved! DAMNNNNNNNN!):
which means counselling+exams=DIE DIE DIE(((:
Family courts are super cool please. the toilets are like WOAAAAHHH(:
hahahha(: saw many young offenders(: super cool la they are nice laa! so yeahh i was sitting outside while waiiting for thier turn to see their lawyer we were like interracting luhs! hahah(: nice nice people(: hmmmm yeahhh! tmr school ohh nooo(:
disasterous again(((((((((:


HAPPY TWO MONTHS FTS (:
I LOVE GERALDINE LIM LIKE NO TOMORROW(((((((((:
FUCK YOU FTS((:

3:28 AM
Pure Love

Monday, September 17, 2007

& I Love Girlfriend Like Fuck (((:



So yes, school was being a btich! as usual?! i hope you'll be gone soon laaaa! arghhh!
oh well, if you realised i was really bothering about you bitch!(: I DONT CARE!
i saw Dicky like three times today(:
i love you la girl, uh-huh! so yes school ended with english! fucking slack sia,
after school fucking annoyin bitch((: so yes! i was wit pat(: so yeahh then bus-ed home
saw amerie, liz,caleb,rico in church(: so yes bused with liz and the usual(:
super fun pleasee talking untill super loud laa ! oh well, i wanna bus home moreee with MS LIZ CHNG(:

7:15 AM
Pure Love

Sunday, September 16, 2007

& Yes You Were Online(:





i havent been like blogging forawhile(:
maybe cause i have nothing to blog;
i will start blogging normally(:
thinking to switch to Lj or Not! anyone to help?




i wish upon the blue skies(:

6:39 AM
Pure Love

Saturday, September 8, 2007

Cause You Piss Me Off, You Fucking Bitch!Urghhh




Im Fucking Hell Pissed Now! I Don't Know Why,Oh Wait I know Why! Because A Bitch Just Spoiled My Fucking Day! Loserrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Oh Well, Went To SVDP To Get Collections For Yellow Ribbon(:
Cam-Whored(: With Two Besties sadlyy i cannot go tomorrow):


I Think Your A Fucking Bitch Who Just Got Into My Life!
You Can Go Suck Nuts Bitch, Well Done! Continue being A FUCKING BITCH!

fuck you! can i tell you how much i hate you?!



I NEED AUDREY NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!

9:44 AM
Pure Love

Friday, September 7, 2007

Im So Over You, Get The Fuck Out Of My Life Bitch,





Today sucked! oh well,
went over to loraine's placee to mugg.. apprantely this graceee thing was throwing markers at MEEEEEEEEE! hahah (: so yeahh loraine din help!(: but i still love jie jie(:
im not gonna blog;




seeing you once again makes me wanna fall in love with youuu; but i know i can't cause we'll never be! i know it! i just know it, maybe im asking too much oh well,There goes another MR RIGHT! well FUCK OFF BITCH (:



Should I Like You?Idiot Muchh




GLORIA&CHIANG ROCKS MY LIFE I LOVE YOU TOO; PLEASE DONT DIE CAUSE I'LL HATE MYSELFFF FOR LOOSING SUCH WONDERFUL FRIENDS (:
I LOVE YOU BOTH VERYY MUCH YEAHH
ROCK ON BANG IT LIKE DICKY'S(:
WE'LL MAKE A BAND SOON! THAT PLAYS CHEENA SONGS! WHOOHOOO(:

8:06 AM
Pure Love

Thursday, September 6, 2007

i've been mugging very hard (: so i wont blog (:








FUCK MAGIC(:

5:15 AM
Pure Love

Monday, September 3, 2007

When Will You Ever Come Online):

Crashing Later At Nikki's House(: I hope Things Go On Right(:
alrighto's Online-ing With Stephy, Apparently We Are Arguing About Our Height (:
HAHA(: I Love You Girl(:Yeahs Jesse's Going To Camp Tomorrow):Whoa!
Jesse's In Cisco?! Finally Some Discipline Please! Although, I'm Gonna Miss Her





Im Hungry(:



Fuck Withcraft Fuck Magic

8:58 PM
Pure Love



Your Not Online Again):

so im not really gonna blog!


*IM OUTTA MOOD!
*I WENT HIKING/TRECKING [ which sucked]
*CRASH TOMORROW AT NIKKI'S HOUSEEEE
*I SAW NESSA AT COMPASS.
*IM FUCKING PISSED!







FUCK MAGIC FUCK WITCHCRAFT FUCK LOVE


FUCK THE WORLD

6 more days till your back(:

6:56 AM
Pure Love

Sunday, September 2, 2007

maybe i should never like! maybe i should never face you; stop being a bitch! maybe i should just say stop being a fucked up bitch, well accept the fact that no one likes you READ THIS NO EFFING PERSON! fucking screwed up bitch! your face looks like a cat and your body looks like a DOGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
ARGH! i hate to look at you. so what now uh?! think your effing pretty?i hope someone who hates you as much as i do! pours acid of your FUCKING FACE! SHAMELESS BITCH! STRIP LA FUCK!
I TELL YOU SOMETHING AITES JUST GO DOWN TO TOWN SINCE YOU LOVE IT THERE;
AND JUST STRIP! DUN WORRY ALL EYES WILL BE ON YOU; FUCKING LOSER!
DUN SPOIL OUR WONDERFUL DAY!
OH AND ONE MORE THING I LOVE YOU(: NOTTT
THANK-YOU FOR MAKING ME HATE YOU THIS MUCH!
FUCKKK!


IM HARRY POTTER SITTING ON THE BROOM STICK WISHING FOR THINGS THAT I HATE TO BE GONE; GOD BLESS YOU;

MAGIC IS FUCK SHIT!
FUCK WITCH-CRAFT(:



THIS IS MY SWEET ESCAPE(:
THE HORSE(:

2:25 AM
Pure Love



I Just Missed Bgi; Which Means Not Seeing Her):



Okay, So Going Over To Uncle's Place For Prayer Later,Maybe Meeting Ching Later;
Fuck Luhs Everyone's Phone Is Off! Annoying! I Don't Care Muchh;
Never Really Do Anything Much Today, Cut Hair In The Morning(:
Then Went Back Home To Watch Drama Again(: I Feel Like Playing Audition Again(:
I Swear Everything Sucks; If I Went For Bgi I Could Have Seen *********!
Im Off To The Shop's With My Sister!


Jesseca Arthur Daniel's A Fucking Pig!
She's Still Sleeping From Last Night!
LOSER!


7 more days till your back(:



I MISS NCO 2006(:
HAWK OH-SO GOOD IDIOTS (:
NCO 2006 ROCKS LIKE DUCKS(:


1:16 AM
Pure Love

Saturday, September 1, 2007

BUDDY ROCKS MY LIFE(:

Study-ed with buddy till like 6+(:
at two different locations; met up with her at junction 8 just now;
she was two mintues lateeeee. nevermind, im niceeeee,
then went to study at mac's but then had t leave cause could not study there!
so embrassing pleaseeee, so we went to study at LJS(:
then left after studying for 1 hour plusss, cause we could not concentrate so we went to walk around then wanted to meet FTS and people with her, but then felt like not after awhile! so did not. went to play arcade cause buddy wanted it badlyyy(: so we played basket ball thing (: rocked la please,Then played car racing soon after(: i was very close to winning damn buddy luhs!):
nevermind we'll play again eh? Then we went to AMK mac's to finally settle down and study hard (: good us ! alrights meeting buddy again tomorrow for tuition(: thats after going for prayers which will be around six pluss?



i can't wait to see you tomorrow again buddy(: i love you (:


SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS ARE HERE YA'LL!(:


& I CANNOT WAIT FOR YOU TO COME BACK TO SINGAPORE(:
8 MORE DAYS TILL YOUR BACKK(:
I MISS YOU DARLING

4:50 AM
Pure Love

Friday, August 31, 2007

baby i'll miss you when your gone;
why must you go?now im so not looking forward to hiking):
i wan to go with you;haiyaa!!
I AM SO GONNA MISS YOU LIKE FUCK LAAA!
tskk! i wont smile ):
haha! of cause mines always nicer dearr!(:
WTH?! you still remember?! tskk dun la so embrassing cann!
HAHAS! yes, i'll never forget that day laa, oh yay! you did call me princess :)

ilovejoleenwongbigtime(:


*& if you have heared it? yes i like you again; but i know
you dont anymore; i shall move on; but im gonna miss you like
hell when your gone trust me; can i just say i love you?
i wish i could hug you;

9:25 AM
Pure Love



havent been blogging for a very long time so i shall update : D

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY(:
sorry mrs gay for always making you cry,
yes yes, i know its always my fault eh?
but your a good teacher thou'
don't cry anymore : D



Concert today rocked like BIG TIME YA'LL(:
alright alright(: im sure gonna miss the people who went to KL):
especially CLARELYN&FARHANAH):
anyways i hope you guys enjoy ehh!
alrights(:



september holidays are here ya'll!
so here's the plan
2/09/07
-go over for uncle's prayers.
3/09/07
-SJAB
04/09/07
-hikiing :([ so not looking forward to it cause someone's not going ]
05/09/07
-tution with stephy
06/09/07
-CRASH AT NICOLE KOH'S HOUSEE!
07/09/07
-tution with stephy
08-09/09/07
-preparation for school
[buying new school shoes; maybe bag, and wallet]
10/09/07
-DISASTERIOUS[BACK TO SCHOOL ))):]




alrights so thats like my plans ARGHHHH!
o'levels will be starting soon! good luck ya'll people (:




3:18 AM
Pure Love

Sunday, August 26, 2007

i dont know why im likethat?! while i was on the roads today! o kept thinking abt gb! what if i were the one?! I WAS DEAD! i apperead strong and happy to everone there today! i was waiting for the right time to cry! you think its easy?! come home like you own everything? bathe and go out? when i asked you; you say im going out to meet my friend! to telll you the truth the last time i saw you was
like 2 months ago! the last time you smiled to me was 2 months ago! on your b'day august 20! you werent home; i bought you flowers hoping to surprise you; the following day you werent home to! till the flowers rot! i threw them away! mummy untill now im still keeping one stalk of the rose for you because i think that you'd come home to look at the flowers and to atleas give me a hug; yesterday you said to daddy " lets get a divorce" how hurt we felt! wads ur fucking problem?! i stood up and walked away! i cried like fuck shit! i was alone! you nevr knew how much you hurt me!
i dont know if its for real! i hope its not, cause i love you; and now both you and daddy dont wan me!
you wont let daddy have me! why!? and you wan me to see you live with a man i hardly know!?
and you wan me to call him daddy? mommy please, im a 14 yr old kid!!!!! why must you do this to me?! i was on the roads all ready t die. The car never came; i remeberd 2006 you tried to overdose! daddy got you to the hospital in time! i cried! you never knew how mcuh i suffereed! when will you learn? hw much i love you please!imiss you! i really doo! please come home and give me that smile! and please! i need you! im at my wits end! i've nothing left! mommy please?!


*This post was posted in my mommy's favourtie colour.

4:21 AM
Pure Love

Saturday, August 25, 2007

i havent been blogging inawhile!
so yes, churched yesterday ROCKS!!
WOOOHHOOOO!!!
i love jesus AMEN
serangoon youth distric rally rocks laa..with lynn&kim! ohh better!
hahas! alrights i love guys! rock la you!

im sorry people! i've been sensitive to everything around me lately.
especialy the surrounding!: ( im sorry i guess i just miss that person too
much! haiya.


i'll blog tonight;

9:04 PM
Pure Love

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

schoool sucked yesterday;
made mrs gay cry during english?! oh well,
then went t make police report came home and wasnt feeling well, so did not go school today; going
to the doctors later onn; argh i dont wan to go tmr;
but i have my back check-up! so i wont be going for cca!
:( it's been awhile since i went for cca :D


ypur online and im talking to you;
the feeling faded! but maybe im starting t like you again
i hope not because we live in different world;
i love you

8:17 PM
Pure Love

Saturday, August 18, 2007

family day was fun : Dstayed over at clarelyn house;then went school togethe : D
so yes, reached school then walked around! whoaa.. then went to music room!
then danced : D super power la sial! haaha okok! so yes, then darius called : D haha!
so i called back then saw him outside music room! : DD then yes, danced untill like 2+ haha i was drivving everyone nuts la.. i think jap boy dances pretty good! : D hahas : D oh well, going out tonight i suppose!



HAPPY FTS DAY : D
i love you darling : D be good yes!
hug and hugs and more hugs everyday : D
i just love you : D




i miss you and when you came back yesterday we hardly event talk!
and now you have t go back to camp;
im gonna miss you for another 5 more farking days! till i get t see you again!:
i miss you farkign much : D when i saw you today! everything was so good!
i wish i could turn back the clock and pause it at the moment i saw you;

*maybe i still like you;is it wrong?


3:24 AM
Pure Love

Friday, August 17, 2007

school was normal had back pain again : (
so yes, science was normal! hahas : D was fighting la.. wtf la.
so yes, then did not go fr cca! wonder how's everyone?! haiyyaa..
so yes here belated birthday wish to willis : D


happy birthday willis : D,
the one of the youngest in NS : D
enjoy ns-ing : D

2:39 AM
Pure Love

Thursday, August 16, 2007

school was being normal for me :D
i did not cry today yay me : D
so yes, alot of us was in bad mood today! ARGHH!

i don't get you; everyone's nice to you. but dear you take advantage of us;
im sorry darling

so yes, stayed back with pat and clarelyn :D cause they were going to learn dance form eunice;
HAHAS! super fun la.. then fts came too : D ohh yay! hugged her: D i swwear her hugs are like super good la. smiles immediately :D oh yay! i love you fts : Dyou seemed a lil outta mood todayy in canteen! cheer up yes?! i love you forever : D yes yes,
Daddy's gonnaa collet 5300 todayy i thinkk;; i hope i get it soon! yay!
i swear i cannot wait for tomorrow : D i love you la!
i shall blog tonight if anything happens :D
4 down 1 to go : D

im sorry i know i have been sensitive towards many things;
Surroundings, People& the words you say;
i have communicated with you in anyway;
now i know that the feeling had gone away;
it's just impossible;
i have learnt to accept things the hard way;
i just need your words ONE LAST TIME;
thank-you

2:34 AM
Pure Love

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

school was normal today ; cramps in then fucking morning ?!
ARGHH FUCK LA: (;
lessons were on as stupid as ever?!fucked up la i swear!
i miss you; i cried the whole day; i may smile! but im my heart im crying!
i may laugh! but i crying like fuck inside; i was violent maybe because i wanted all the sadness out of me! im sorry : ( im going crazy i try to run away but your face is always there; i dont knw what to do i swear! i wish i can die! oh fuck this world;
i've just lost my mood to blog;
im gonna study tmr cause i promised jing jing : D
hey you enjoy ns-ing mann: D
2 down 3 more :(
im thinking of you;

6:19 AM
Pure Love





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