school was okay; woke up late so went school late! stupid lame shit! i got warning letter! whoaaa im so not gonna be late anymore!WOW?! lame la;so had maths was very blur; then cpa was fun; with shannen that was even more FUN! thenschool ended! after school stayed back with pat; eunice; stephy;loraine;sheng li; geraldine lim; yiping :D hahas! super fun! did paris hilton walk again : D i wish i had a chiwawa but i love bobbyso nevermind :D then bused home; wanted to go pat house my my fucking dad came back wtf! ihate him; i love sitting opposite SHANNEN LOH :D
baby, i never asked you for a thousand or million things; but just to love you; you flirt i neveer said a thing; i hugged my friends; you shouted; i layed low;you talk about her; at my weakest point i listened;when i cried to you saying that i miss her; you'd shout & make me cry more; when you held my hands; i held it tighty back; when your mood was foul; i never said a thing; because i didnt wan you to shout but to cool down; and when you were pissed and walked away infront of me; i'd cry to myself; every night i cried myself to sleep;& when you liked her; i ket you go smoothly; you let me go with big bombs; you lied again & again; things are going too well, why? because i lost your trust; i never knwe you'd do this again! when will you change?im crying it's just that you do not realise; mend that hole in my heart cause no one but you made it; thoses scars on my hands will never go away;; take my arm and see your beautiful name on it *******; im never blaming you; but myself; these 42 scars i will remember; not because of the pain but whatever that happened in the past; the ugly past; today i cry;tomorrow i cry; im still crying next year; and even when i die; let my tears roll down my cheeks!
it's my life not your i decided how i want it to be; so what if your my father do you behave like one? you can just die! i dont bother! your as fucking useless as a beggar is; atleast a beggar begs! what do you?! boss people around! man of the house! WOW! more like BASTARD of the house; i've always hated you; it's nothing new; i din even do anything to you and you took our phones away? you fucking lame; time's out. out you go leave us alone; i swear the day you die wont be he day i cry but REJOICE! see this REJOICE; i hate to look at your GUILTY face everyday it pisses me off badly;
