traning for this whole week is STUPID/LAME/DUMB&SHITTYYY.. im sick and your sick. i hope you take care. haiyaa you really make me worry about you. sometimes i dunnoe if im good enough for you. today i knw.. oh well, im sorry if i havent been the one you always neeeded. i dont know why, make i should never like you.. and maybe i should not care about you and stuff like that. hmm well maybe cause you changed me alot.. i became a better person cause of you and stuff. but after yesterday and all you saidd i guess yeahh.. haiyaa i dunnoe laa. your messages are still in my phonee.. haiyaa maybe i'll just stad away and just stare without you knowingg. cause maybe we'll never be tgt.. and only if you could treat me special i will be happy enough... you were always there for me and stuff. haiyaa i dunnoe laa. i hope you wont be dissapointed in yourself anymore i will be here thouuu`. like i promised!haiyaa.. maybe,maybe not, haiyaa i dunnoe la !! I DONT KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWW.