hello world i'm back to blog okay.. so yeah so many things happening to me right now.. haiya i dont know.. haiya maybe like everyone should stop saying that i'm with emman.. im not with emman so fucking hell people get your fucking facts right.. stop saying things like that cause it pisses me off..
i dont expect you to read this.
i happen to pass by your blog todayy.. im like damn... ah i dont know.. somehow your past in your blog makes me think that shes better than me, is she? haiya.. i dont know.. tell me something that'll assure me.. maybe cause i know that your still like her... i think.. ): tell me whats going thru your mind? i really needa know.. im lost.. i know that we can be happy together, remeber you said believe in us? i'm trying.. somehow i feel the pain deeep down in my heart.. sometimes i just feel like stabbing myself? you don't seem to care about me anymore? you never call me dear or stuffs? whats wrong? you hardly say i love you. you hardly open up to me either. you know if we had never went to punggol end, things would have never been like that would it? i still remember.. punggol end. you were squatting and i was on your back. so many things came to my mind. if i could make you forget her and move on.. or am i just a FUCKING USELESS BUM? who's just making things worse for you.. CAN YOU NOT FADE AWAY? i need you..your image stays in my mind..i miss your hugs cause they always made me feel better. MAYBE CAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU??
