maybe its best you leave me alone

2008-01-20T16:15:00.000-08:00

HOLAAAA((:
i guess my past is all left behind ((:
& thats why im changing blog i guess..
so yupp((: boyfriend can start reading new blog post(:
YAY! im a free person now yo!!
NO MORE SADNESS!
i shall blog about yesterday in my new blog ((:

RELINK((:
http://renamemylove.blogspot.com

2008-01-17T05:52:00.000-08:00

I can't blame blogger yet again;
to Lj or not?

HOLLA Ya'll (:
School was OH-SO AWESOMEEE todaee.. school-ed with leong,shannen,cherie&mabel(:
hmmm lets see.. saw very lil of besties...OH HELL! yeah yeah.. Then English.. SUCKS LIKE FCUK please?! Whats up with Commonwealth essay LIKE GET A LIFE DUDE?! ah whatever[ A negative word gabriel] LOLL ((: hmm Someone's getting sickk ehh? hahas so yeahh..CPA rocks like nothing please?! HOGAY! now now, 3 freaking cheers for MR CHRIS CHANG(: YOYOY MY HOMIE IN THE LABBIE YO! *inside jokes* LOLL

Science was really fun luhs! hahaha! The Usha& Group was like FREAKING noisyy.. untill shannen was like I NEED A CHOPPER!! LOL! ahahaha rightt..
then like THE SHORTY MONITOR WAS TALKING " 4A We Need T Decorate Ms Teh/Mrs Goh's Homeroom"
Mehraaj: AIYAA! ASK HER OWNSELF DECORATE LARHS..
MAHAA: SORRY LA I 22&23 ONLY COMMING SCHOOL.. NONO WAIIT PEOPLE BOOK ME ON THAT DAY ALRDY NOT COMMING SCHOOL!
WTF?!!!!!!!!!!
another part was like when Mabel asked us to pay for class funnd hahah that was the best la.
Somehow from $1 change to $0.50 then change t $0.40 then Mehraaj say aiya i give $0.10 la.. then next day i give $0.00 laa. ahahahahah! FCUKING FUNNY LA!! ((((: then started whacking in class and fighting got freaking violent all! pushed her.. kena slammed on the metal cupboard& lifted up skirts all! WTF?!?!?!?!?!? EUNICE LEONG WAN TING is too be blamed!LOL! sorry kor your still the best yoo! [be proud yo] you know i love you(:

To that bitch with short fucking legs:
i swear one more time you stare you so gonna get whacked upside down!
c'mon get a life yo whore! i hate your fcuking face!c'mon everyones just wating to whack you please. stuck up biatch with a fucked face!

For the moon wont be out tonight;
I bleed in tears;Your too much for me to handle.

fcuk your words; you make me hate you for the way you speak;
i told you;

& yet again you made me seem like a faithful biatch;

Goodbye Lover,

i love you& i havent seen you in days; your all i ever think about; dont you miss me at all;

im trying my best t meet up with you;

to the extend that i tink we'll nver mee up ever again;

when i say next month; im just very upset.

i keep on giving you another month t clear your plans.

first month was not even celebrated; now second month isnt going t be any different;

whats happening to the i'll meet you atleast once a week?

nothings changing;

i still love you& i know you do;

maybe thats ever enough;

i miss you like FCUK!

2008-01-16T06:16:00.000-08:00

Gloria Nicolette Francis Stephen

has to cheer up immedialy; if not the whole worlds going down!

sweetie pie; c'mon cheer up, take some time to think(: make a wise choice

that'll be the benefit of you both aite, maybe he isnt the right one or it just isnt the right time?

relax okayy? no matter what I LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALLY; IM NEVER GIVING YOU UP CAUSE YOUR THE ONE I NEED SWEETIE(: YOU MY BELOVED; if its someone i cant loose its definately you darling(: no words can express my love for you.

2008-01-15T16:00:00.000-08:00

COGAYYYYYYY(:
didnt school todayy, i was sick! hate it luhs! im like oh so weak?? ughh nehhmindd(:
had a very early morning thanks to ms teh(: hahas! called at 8 AM!? ughh nehhminndd,
then TRIED to sleep again but ended up bathingg, cause went to the doctors(: then then got 2 bloody day mc & 1 week no PE?! ughhh.. not listening to the doctor thouu. LOLL..
yeahh home-ed and then ate lunch with michie and jesse(: finnlly they're both home!?oh pleaseeee?!! then watch some true singapore ghost story on VCD?! LOLL kinda funny cause michie was making fun? hahaha.. yeahh then onlined ever since.. suppose to go get something from cityhall but wasnt feeling well, so yeahh.. know what i lost my mood to blog. so yeah forget it.

[edited]
i've been having dreams of near death expreience, i must say yesterday nights was indeed the worst, something i've never dreamt of before, the only thing i could wake up to was me drenched in sweat, prayers arent going to work just before you know your gonna die, well, thats truee, Seriously sometimes i wish i could turn time back to undo and my mistakes in life, Well, that will be a another dream, Recently, it has been raining cats& dogs, with thunder and lightning so fierce that can bring the trees that are million years down,as i walked home yesterday i thought to myself, why's god letting all these happen, its practically cause we are selfish humans, God has to sacrifice everything for us, whereas we take advantage of things that come to us. Sometimes we do not realise how do we cherish things untill the end of time;

2008-01-14T21:31:00.000-08:00

bloggers being a fucking bitch! i swearr,

Nothing much happened todayy,hospital this morning, then homed cause yeah wasnt feeling well, then came home and onlined w gillian the whole day..feels good after not talking[ not catching up] for a very long time, oh gosh how am i going to survive untill tuesday.. the medications aint helping, i keep puking them out.. oh gosh! Thanks 98.7 for playing such a wonderful song at this time?! FUCKKKKKKK! shit everythings not going right.. Thanks gillian for being there, hearing me rant all oveerr and shit stuffs! (: i love you babe!
its so good t talk to you after a very very very long while & nahh i aint lazyy im justt... uhhh lazyyy(: uh-huh! my first friend(: will always be(: yeahh then went over t angies place tried to study.. nothing went in.. well, gave up after 5 mins! What Am I Going To Do?! Its N Levels This Year! im not trying am i?
yet again, I GIVE UP! on my life& everything! there goes my studies! Good Luck Susanna Arthur Daniel! Well Done! Sucker I Am!
Oh crap, Cca Rehersal again tmrww, gosh can i like say i've had enough with cca?! half of my life's like gone cause of it??? i seriously cant wait for POP! i've got no mood to laugh for i dont know what reason..
the dots on my hands seems itchy! )): ulcers aint getting better,Fevers been rising like nothing, Flus like leaking &leaking! OH CRAP I SWEARRR... ughhs..
2 more days to your birthday buddy(:
7 more days to our two months sweetheart(:
Good or Bad let god decide.
To do or Not do science notes for test tomorrow???? crapness!
cockster! i need helpp! "ITS NOT OVER TONIGHT,JUST GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE TO MAKE IT RIGHT!" not my fault.. the songs playing on radion & i feel dam randomm!
"OHHH OHHHH OHHH"
AIITE Gillians hurrying me to finish blogging!
OHHOHHH! Gillian's House Tomorrow To Studyy((:

**Goodbye Playful Susanna & Hello Study Susanna

yet, im nothing but just a faithful Biatchhh, Goodnight lover,

Gillian<33,
hey sweetheartt! hmmm cheer up aitee? remember no thinking bout love ones when we're around each other?its no dumb to love that person still right? c'mon i love the one im with too much to let go? that isnt dumb right? no matter whatt you know i still love you! i mean it kayy.. maybe cause its just been a very long time since we catched upp! hogayy! cheer up sweetie pie!
i love you unconditionally. Study hard yeaa? we shall out very very soon(:
My Little Pony(:

2008-01-13T20:09:00.000-08:00

sweetheart<33,
hey derest you've been moody/upset of late, for i dont know what reason, Sometimes you hardly open up anymore, well, now that you've taken a big step in life, i hope you make the right decisions in life starting from this point of your life, you dont like to be lectured there nothing much i can do, You like to be left alone whenever your upset, thats very different cause it'll get you more upset. Remember your suppose to open up darling?so yeahh, now that your working too make sure you make time for studies also,Remember that whatever happen i still love you sweetheart(: & i'll never leave you okay? You my Sweetheart<33,>

Gloria<33,
hey sweetie(: cheer up kays? now that you guys are progressing isnt that good?
im sure he loves you kay? dont think too much.. remember to study very hard too?
i'll always be here for you no matter what! cause iloveyou like no tomorrow. you a very
important person to me(: & i love you alot, cause you made me realise alot of things. i'd never have come this far without you. i'd prolly gave up half way. Not even wanting to face tomorrow.
growing up with you, made me stop looking back and all the unfortuante things that has happened, i may have lost the most important women in my life but i know i can count on you.
i was with you ina crowded place, i lost your touch, i ran in all directions looking for you, i stood up and realise you were staring back at me, there'll never be a second i'd wanna spent my life without you.you'll always be beautiful in my eyes, the sweetest yet loving darling, 15 years growing up with you, i never regretted any second
Yours Truly,
Susanna<33

2008-01-13T01:23:00.000-08:00

BOOGAYYY((:
today seemed pretty normal? yeahh i guess nothing happened, met up with gloria,brandon&emman, went to compass, then ate then churched, massed with themm((: SUPERB! jolyn was latee.. haha!Then then after mass met liz, phyllis&tiffo at pick-up point(: then craped&rapped with them and yes, i mean RAP! COOLIOS larhss. yeah yeahh shall upload the video later.. thenn went to compass BubbleTea-ed with bestie... ((: then walked back with her.. talked and talked and crap like bloody nuts la! OH NO! she's flying in 8 days time )):
Online-ed with bestie ever since i was homee.. then went outt to meet Jing,Shannen&kellie.. lol!studied.. then ate then walked home from Monfort Macs((: then then came home and onlined agan((: PFTTTTTTTTT tired or whatt!?!?!?!?!

To be ): or :),
your choice, your words..
time passes by so fast,
2 months will be here soon!
excited? i betcha not.
i love you.

Happy 17th Birthday Sweetie Phyllis Lee(:

2008-01-11T08:50:00.000-08:00

HOLLA EVERYONE((((:

camp totally sucked larhs please? uhh well, excpet for Thrid Day larhs, so yeah din sleep yet again,then got ready and all missed flag raising..should have seen the look on our faces please! *big time jokes*NONSENCES larhs.. thenn got more casulty.. then cleaned up room and went out for final briefing.. ahaha collected campfire ashes! for i dont know what reason(: but yeah its still in my bag larhs.. but yeahh then bused home... and slept. nothing much.. onlines and talked..((:

sometimes seeing you so moody really makes me think; if im going to say the
right thing, well, i promised to never end this, cause i know you love me& i love you.
sometimes to ever get me through the night was just your voice, me being moody dosent really have to affect you at all, cause i always put up a smilling front at you.You know your more important to whom i speak on the phone, sometimes i do wait for your msg or call, but they hardly even come in. Remember,we talked yesterday, Our balloon ride? i wont let you hug me, cause i dont want you to fall first. i havent seen you for days/weeks? the last time i saw you was last sunday? i dont know if i will be seeing you anytime soon; In weeks to come, im gonna stop playing computer..like last time.. i hope you will be alright, you may not be able t get me on my phone either. i love you.

2008-01-08T04:25:00.000-08:00

I Dont Feel Like Blogging But Yeah, Im Gonna Do It For Someone's Sake, SomethingI've Never Done Before. Hogay, So Like Woke Up Late For School, Rushed My Arse,Went To Shower&Dada..Then Reached School Still early.. Bull****(:
I Dont Know Why But I've Just Got No Mood To Do Anything At All.. Suddenly My Mood Changes, And I Go All Quiet, Especially In School.I Get Annoyed Easily, I Dont Like Noise,Even Though Im Very Noisy And All. What's Turning Into Me? I Get Fucking Anooyed. I Dont Like Crowds..&You Aren't making Things Any Better, Your Messages Takes Years To Come In, I Dont Know why, I Guess You Just Dont See The Need To Reply Me,

2008-01-05T16:53:00.000-08:00

congrats to Saint Annes Altar Servers[SAAS]2007,Champions,Serangoon Distrcit.

hogayyy((: rights, so after serangoon district, went to meet liz then bus-ed over to my house cause i wanted to bathe ((: then stayed at my house till 5+((: then after then headed down to church(: attended mass with liz & kenneth! i tell you super funny luhs(: right right, then went home and yes played com till i fell asleep((:havent checked my phone since.. and im planning to not. im just sick and tired and waiting for his/her message to come, i've got enough of you. terribly stop bringing me down, fuck shit! its like everytime im up he/she has to tell me the past! i've got enough! im gonna be strong from now on! no more of your messages! and if i cant tell you, then im just gonna chuck my phone aside so i dont have to read your messages!

read this :f you& f off from my freaking life. suck bitch(:

you aint gonna make me feel any worst. so c'mon

get a life.. try runing someone elses(:

NICE TRY BITCH FACE(:

**SORRY NOAH! din reply you((: lol

2008-01-04T04:51:00.000-08:00

hello, i've got no mood, i miss ching,clarelyn,stephanie,pat,huiyan,loraine):
i havent been talking to you guys alot, more like i just happen to see your face&pass by?
i really miss you.
goodbye,

2008-01-02T03:59:00.000-08:00

hogayy school was awesomeeeeeeee(:
except for the ending part SPOTCHECK?! crappp, i tried running away but dang ms teh caught me luh! haha.. so yeah i got booked for dyed hair&short skirt? uhh rightt.. the rest was okayy.. back to school with eunice, shannen,ori, marie, rachel((: PURE FUN TIME I SWEARRRRR! i love themm vehhhhhhhh muchhh after school lunch-ed with gloria,kenneth and brandon(: someone din come! upsetting UH-HUH! was waiting to see that person ): but hell yeahh,

i finally managed to kill myself and start that topic.
i really did not want to, i could tell by your words;
i miss you; i wanted see you very badly, first day of school's
kinda impoortant. i dont blame you i guess?
i hope to spend more time with you; but i know its not
gonna happen so hell yeah. come to me when your free
perhaps.you know i will always be waiting there even in
the heavy rain; to receive your hug, i will do anything
well you really dont know how much i wanted you to be there
do you? do you even know what i need you very badly, do you
know im suffering; YOU DONT! cause you will NEVER

2008-01-01T00:02:00.000-08:00

hola everyone(:

so yeahh, i was like think of confirmation camp, i dont know why? so yeah,
like i really thank god for like brining me to church and stuff, getting to know all these people who really made a big difference in my life these people have to be named:

[in no random order]

uncle&aunty B,vincent Y,uncle chris, liz chng,gloria,martin,glenn,raph,brandon,kenneth, jess,gen,kelynn,perry,jasper,andrew,maureen

nana,brandon B, rico,beat png,eunice png,abraham,michael,grace choo,esther yeo,caleb, sheena,tiffany ang, phyllis, jolyn,audrey,val lee,gab f, jo,emman,

so yeah these people have really turned my life around, without them i would have never made it through confirmation camp. Tears be it both for laughter or sadness you brought them both,

thank-you for being with me through everything; thank-you for the advice you gave; i believe strongly that god has everything planned out for me and you. work towards you goals and never give up. SALT will continue rocking hardcore yo people(:

Tiffany ang:

HEY DODIDA bestfriend((:
firstly, HUGGIE WAGGIIEEEEE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
yes yes, thank you for being that very special person to me; deep down
in my heart i've got alot to say, you know me every secret! (: thanks
for being a great listening ear and telling me what to do. i will really dont know
what to do without you. One things for sure life's dull without you, hardcore laughing
and hugging all dang i miss it, you really picked my faith up in christ, even though you weren't my facil and all, you still thought me many stuffs, gave me a shoulder to lean on when i felt like giving up, you held my hands and said it was okay, thank-you so much; i'd promise to treasure this beautiful friendship with nothing wanted back, once again thank-you and i love you dearest!

liz chng:
wadiup poops(: WOOHOO!! you make me laugh non-stop like everytime i see,
you always have a new crap to like talk about; firstly you taught me about braces and then made me stay awake till 3++AM to watch alvin and the chimpmunks! importantly you were the one who dragged me to church every week, and gave me a shoulder to lean on when i was down, i really wanna thank you alot for always being on my side, for caring for me (: you'll always be beauitful in my eyes chng! thank-you for bringing me up in my faith, but never leave alone cause i'd be lost alone without your help. thanks for being a buddy! i love you.

gloria:
hey there cousin/dicky/bestfriend(: i really have to thank-you like big time? you were always there grew up with you and stuff.. till now were so close thank-you, you always made a smile on my face no matter what. fights or not smiles were always brought on your face to make me happy(: i love you.no matter what i will always be there for you, i promise, i will never leave you. even if i were forced i promise to tel you atleast(: you were wonderful in every single way. and thats all that matters. knowing you for everysecond of my 15 years on earth i never regretted any moments. you know i love you very much; nothing must happen to you kays? i'd be nothing without you.

raphael:
boo you facil ((:LOLL((:
hmm..well well, i have to say you definately made con camp more fun for me..im serious luh(: like like i was uber noisy doing huggie waggie with tiffo. and uh-huh you did it once with me ((: lolll.. but yeahh thanks for really bringing my faith up in me, would not have done it without you, really.. thank-you for like really sharing and all..i would have never open up during con camp if it wasnt for you. well really i think you really changed my attitude during con camp. well cause your my facil.. and yes hell did i have fun (: thanks for everything you've done! play hard for serangoon district yeahh? ROCK ON FACIL(((((:

martin:

hey TB(: loll yeahhh awesomee knowing you(((: i really never regretted knowing you at all(: you always made smiles come to my face whenever your around, you were like always there to listen to my problems! ((: thanks man! ((: although i knew you recently only yeah you were of great help to me (: your sure one tall thing la! i fell UBER short when i stand near you.. dang! (: LOL! but yes thanks for being there budyyy(: rock on tall one (: play well for serangoon district manzxzx ((:

glenn LIM:
i just felt like upper-casing the lim(: waittttt firstly HUGGIE WAGGIE
LOL((: hahaha so con camp thing(: uh yes yes, yo man! thanks for like being a veh good buddy(: always there to listene to my probs no matter what. yeahh, like you really thought me alot of things luhs.. okay maybe alot of good and bad things luhs. hahas! yah k, like you'd tell me things like to make me cool down and all (: when your ): i hope i helped.. kay wait i think i didnt. so hell yeahh.. like be upset no more yeahh.. since you've always been there i shall be there for you too k? but yeahh you definately have to open up uh.. its kinda hard so yeah(: study hard-er yeah? oh no, see you soon yea? CHEER UP BUDDY! thanks for being such a buddy luhs. all my problems gone thanks to the hero : GLENN RAPHAEL LIM JOO HIN [ got that on your blog] (:play well for serangoon district manzxzxz. rock on buddy ((:

2007-12-31T07:36:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEARR! 2008;
BE HAPPY AND JOYFUL,
1 MORE YEAR OF BEING FRIENDS(:

HOLLA EVERYONE.. im like blogging AGAIN?! hahaha.. i've got nothing much to bore about.
omfg school's only 2 effing days away?!
save me oh lord!
well thats definately not gonna happen.. so yeahh
continue dreaming susanna((:
so yeahhh..
woke up veh early met eliz&angie... hahaha! we were so effing hungryy so went to elizabeth's house and i cooked right people your reading it right i cooked! ahahaha GOOD STUFF BALLS! ahahah((: then studied and cracked my frigging brains..couldnt concenrate much cause i was thinking of him?yes yes moving onn.. came home with BURNED HANDS?! HEADACHE?! ughh i swearr and the sunlight wasTHE BOMB LA DEYYYYYYYYYY! hhahaha.. im tired.. blog tomorrow or something?

two more bloody days to school
GOOD OR BAD YOU DECIDE.

i miss you;
happy new year i guess;
i wish you were online
i promise to wait.

2007-12-30T09:40:00.000-08:00

DISCO NIGHT (: LOLLL

stayed over at lizzies place after disco night...

WAIT REWIND!

COMMING BACKK..
yeahh uncle B droved me and liz back with Gab and heleyna and sisters.. ((:
haha rockin big time in car please?! hahaha! so yeahh
SURPRISINGLY
LYNN CHNG WAS HOME!!!!NOT ALONE THATS WAS NOT SURPRISING((:
so yeah, bathed and went down to 401.. met emman&co.
ate and all then walked to bus-stop there; and know what?!
i freaking hell was standing very near a freaking cat!
i scream and ran off mann!! ))): SCARY BALLS!
(: then went home and stayed up till like 3 bloodys++?!thanks liz ("hahaha
watched alvin and the chimpmunks* if thats how you spelt it?? lol.. ahahas!
and as for today..
TUTION!!! then SLACKED HOME!!!!!!!!!

i miss you veh much, i havent seen you or
talked to you in days. i miss you..
your in my heart now! crap.
you are everywhere.
nahh thats bull! hhaha!
i love you...
your forever mine (:

hello bestfriend tiffo(:

i love you very much, thanks for making

me very happy..

2007-12-11T02:35:00.000-08:00

okay i guess im just waiting like a idiot for you to be online? ah well, i can only sit and stare and wait for you to come online.. and well, i guess your just gonna say sorry again?ah i dont know.. i cant text you and shit stuff..the next time i'll see is ike maybe 23rd or what?? urghhhhhhhh! ya hell ya i came online but your not so yah.idk kayy.. goodbye.. you promise to take care.. cheer up ya.. and promise to tok to nana or gloria if your upset.
and yes i love you darling.and i'll never leave you.

2007-12-02T01:19:00.000-08:00

HELLO MS CHNG!

I MISS YOU DEAD MUCH PLEASE.. i have so many things to tell you!

catch us soon yeahh!!!! 401 & playground soon!

AH!

I LOVE YOU LIZ ALEXIUS CHNG& I MISS YOU EFFING MUCH!

TAKE CARE SKATER&SWIM CHIC!

2007-12-02T00:57:00.000-08:00

hello world i'm back to blog okay.. so yeah so many things happening to me right now.. haiya
i dont know.. haiya maybe like everyone should stop saying that i'm with emman.. im not with emman so fucking hell people get your fucking facts right.. stop saying things like that cause it pisses me off..

i dont expect you to read this.

i happen to pass by your blog todayy.. im like damn...
ah i dont know.. somehow your past in your blog makes me think that shes better than me,
is she? haiya.. i dont know.. tell me something that'll assure me..
maybe cause i know that your still like her... i think.. ):
tell me whats going thru your mind? i really needa know..
im lost.. i know that we can be happy together,
remeber you said believe in us? i'm trying.. somehow i feel the pain deeep down in my heart..
sometimes i just feel like stabbing myself?
you don't seem to care about me anymore? you never call me dear or stuffs?
whats wrong? you hardly say i love you. you hardly open up to me either.
you know if we had never went to punggol end, things would have never been like that would it?
i still remember.. punggol end. you were squatting and i was on your back. so many things came to my mind.
if i could make you forget her and move on.. or am i just a FUCKING USELESS BUM? who's just making things worse for you.. CAN YOU NOT FADE AWAY? i need you..your image stays in my mind..i miss your hugs cause they always made me feel better.
MAYBE CAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU??

2007-11-30T01:00:00.000-08:00

i happen to pass by your blog.. and i can tell that your happy with her.. your blog says it all..
haixxx i dont know.. im sorry cause there was a line that affected me very badly... im still thinking.. everything i do has memories to reming me of you.

2007-11-30T00:41:00.000-08:00

hello people.. bloody hell since i blogged yeah yeah! now i blogged happy?? hahaha okayy.. i wont be back as often cause im trying to forget things so hell yeah! i miss sec 3A! urghh! yes yes whatever..
hahhas!

iloveyou&i hope you know..
i hope i make u happy.. and not worst..
maybe cause sometime i dun understand you. well im sorry..
i never knew things would turn out to be like this
i was very close to forgetting you and moving on.. till punggol end that very night.
well, i love to be near you cause you make me smile.
tomorrow night im so gonna shout your name!
i love you darling...and i miss you!
please take care and do sleep early..
i promise to never walk away..

gloria cheer up! i love you very muchh!

2007-11-04T17:39:00.000-08:00

im sorry..i know that i hurt you badly.. but the feelings just not there.. should i force love and make you happy? and then make me suffer?? i dont know. if i can get you happy then i wont mind.. i just dont want you to be like that.. it's so not yourself luh.. haiya.. ARGHHHHHHHH! after that message that you sent me.. haiyaa i felt super disturb luh okayy. i dont know why.. i never slept properly.. haiya i dunnoe.. stop being like that. im sorry okay.. i know how you feel cause i once felt like that and I AM feeling like that.. i told you to sleep but you kept on giving me the same fucked up excuse. urghh i dont know la okayy. IM WASHING MY HANDS OFF YOU.do whatever fuck shit u wanna do luh okayy!just fucking hell blame me for everything.
for you not being able to sleep and play soccer properly..
maybe me leaving church is still the best idea.

your image just fades away in that lonley alley.
i now know that im all alone.
will you come back?

2007-11-04T07:48:00.000-08:00

churched this morning.. salt was AWESOMEE hmm we had some magic show.. hahaas! i was amazed luhs.. hahah then salt anniversary planning came in then like so cool laa.. i cannot waaiit..for 16/11/2007 ya'll! hope to see many there.. (((: yeahh then went to buy food.. and then bus-ed to shann's house((: then like her mum send us over to leong's chalet.. hahas.. then like ya.. saw many people..then like slacked and helped her bbq and stuff like that.. thenn yaa... hmmm then like shan's mum came to fetch us backk HOMEEE(((: then like ya.. hahahaha we talked and stuff.. ahaha more catching upp ehhh?? hahaa then camwhored.. see if can upload or stuff.. hahaas((:

i really tried to let go..
of cause it aint gonna happen.
one side love will get me no where..
haiyaa forget it i give up okayy?
have fun..

2007-11-04T01:07:00.000-07:00

dont be upset(: i'll be here.. like i promised.. i told you. i cant reply ur msg.. cause my phone died.. im sorryy i think u should movee onn.. because why continue being hurrt by her?? its useless.. trust mee.. maybe ur love for her is strongg.. give yourself time.. i know u can do it.. you dun like being hurt rightt?? open up and move onn... like me im moving on too.. im sorry buddyy.. i promise i'll be there... I WILL BE THERE K????
think of mee,, jokes..
8 letters,3 words&1 meaning(:
but it's never comming through.
i stand up in a crowded place and my mind was working again..
i realised that.. im not gonna be with you. so maybe i should wake up...
im not gonna wait for you anymore.. even thou i still love you. i dun wanna put you in a hard situationn.

2007-10-30T16:28:00.000-07:00

hello worldddd...
i guess my these few days are gonna be super emo
im like blogging in the MORNING!! AT 0729??!!
okayy maybe cause im upp?? i need to go townn to do somethingg. currently im DYINGGGG?? with cramps.. URGH! damn it la.. shittt.. so dont mind me if i changee((: talked to you last night.. so much more better.. ahh maybe you treat everyone the same so maybe i should not bother.. so yeahh.. i should just like treat you like any other friends..no special feelings and stuff... thats if you wantt.. maybe you should tell me then maybe i wont be that lost.. and feel that lost in the world. maybe i should go awayy. haiyaa... im sick and tired of waiting la okay.. im moving on WITHOUT you.. maybe its better after all.. you'll be much more happy.. i hope i did make you happy online yesterdayy.. well im gonna think nothing of it.. since it's no use.. i dun wannnaa bring you down just because of me.. move on with yourlife. while i stay home and hide from everyone.. since all the guys are like that,, ahh! screw it alrights. dont waste my time. it's vey wrong to stare..haiyaaa... i feel like shoutingggggggggggg. can you like hear me??? please dont off your phone and go MIA again please. i hope you blog soon.. haiyaa.

2007-10-30T06:44:00.000-07:00

traning for this whole week is STUPID/LAME/DUMB&SHITTYYY..
im sick and your sick. i hope you take care.
haiyaa you really make me worry about you. sometimes i dunnoe if im good enough for you. today i knw.. oh well, im sorry if i havent been the one you always neeeded. i dont know why, make i should never like you.. and maybe i should not care about you and stuff like that. hmm well maybe cause you changed me alot.. i became a better person cause of you and stuff. but after yesterday and all you saidd i guess yeahh.. haiyaa i dunnoe laa. your messages are still in my phonee.. haiyaa maybe i'll just stad away and just stare without you knowingg. cause maybe we'll never be tgt.. and only if you could treat me special i will be happy enough...
you were always there for me and stuff. haiyaa i dunnoe laa. i hope you wont be dissapointed in yourself anymore i will be here thouuu`. like i promised!haiyaa.. maybe,maybe not, haiyaa i dunnoe la !! I DONT KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

2007-10-23T09:23:00.000-07:00

OH SCREWWWWWWWWWWWWWW(:
school was like normal? except for the 98.7 radio crew? they were fucking AWESOMMMMMMMMEEEE(: alrights then back to class for hairstyling(:
so yeahh then stayed at shannens housee(: with mariaa.
so im gonna sleep... cause someone is sleeping too.. and your sickkk.. take care la pleasee.
sorry din meet you guys. but i think im meeting your tomorrow.. get well sooon..

i dont get a fuck in this thing called love.
maybe i should just jump down and die.
fucking hard,
maybe pills will be better,
kill me, shoot me.
tonight i die in my sleep.
to all my beloved.
i love you. take care when im gone..

2007-10-18T23:36:00.000-07:00

havent been blogging a super long time.
maybe because so many fucking things have been happening.
arghhh i dont knoww.. got results backk.
B4 for maalay??? sucks please.
23 for maths?!
ahhh! results fucking badd this yearrrr...
so much for studying for maths.
bullshit laa.
got cpa back too,

things are gonna be different without you,

i dont know what to do without you three.
but i know i will be fine. you loook so happy without me.
maybe its fine. it's fucking fine get it?
so what if it hurts? you dont care do you?
just leave me alone! everyoneee.
i suck! happy? you already took my smile away what more do you want?
my life?! well, take it!
you gave me everything, but it's time i said goodbye i think.
goodbye.
i will miss you.
REALLY!
five months was good enough.
i really treasure thoese times.
but sorry.

2007-10-08T09:30:00.000-07:00

hellooo worlddd..
woohooo! im boreDDDD! so it's like maths paper 1 THE KILLER!!! hahas alriggtsss gave up on it thou.. hahaa.. oh wellls.. then went for EOA disasterous.. hha! ohhhh. then then sawww glenn&emman..."studied' then rushed off to meet mariaaa... ((: to go to shann house to "studyy" hhaha you noe our studyy..acctually i did laa but that someone disturbed me.. oh well, hmmm secretttt!!!hahhahaa... hmmm maybe im happyyy(: maybe im nott, its up to you to decidedd... oh wellios... then was drived down to 7-11 to buy chochhhhhhh&sweetss.. woohooo. highness pleasseeee. hahah woohooo! ((((((: then maria went to bed... hahaha! mariaa.
BIG POOOHHH! hahaha! BIG POOH CANNOT FIT... CAN YOU TAKE OUT THE HONEY?! hahha mariaaa in dream lannnnnndddd*... hahahaa funny muchhh.
ohhh then soon shannen got on the phone with her friend! hahaha! and then i went on the phone too!hahah! gonna stay up till 6 pluss i hopeee.
oh well if i can make it. entertainment pleaseee...
im gonna play audition for noww. and studyy soon maybe at 2-3AM?!
although im super tiredddd..

i miss your smiles.
maybe ur just the one.
maybe i should never have liked you.
i'll start hating you noww.
goodbye lover, hello hated one,
all the best cause i used t love you.
yesterday will never be today or tomorrow.

the final words.

2007-10-07T01:36:00.001-07:00

studying sessions has been damnit good please.. went for morning mass... then salttt.
woohooo!
yeahh studying aagian! got caught in the rain gnna get sick again! urghh fuck it!

hey you dont be upset la.. i know how it feels..i think partlyyy.
you said if you could cheer up why cant i.. so i shall say thoese back to youu.
yeahh. dont be like that look on the bright side laaa. just studyy. you dont study for him.but for yourself.really your the ones who gonna take ur result slip(: right? your the one whos gonna suffer if u dont go to sec5 right? so whyy let him affect your life? its your life remeber?!
haiyaa...yes his words did hurt you. i know. it did. but dont give up just like that? then imagine he said that when u were primary 4? then would u have gave upp on your streaming? it's the sameee.
i can say this. the rest is up to you. i really hope you dont give up. i know whatever i say wont make a difference,so yeah. but just tryyy cause its the best for you. (:
cheer upp pleaseee. it's always you who cheer me up and give me advice.. now its my turn((:

2007-10-07T01:36:00.000-07:00

2007-10-03T17:26:00.000-07:00

school todayy(:
and im like blogging in school?! well well i did my workk((:
but i only completed part 1?!
urgh i dun care(: HAHA!(:
mrs gay's not here anyways(:
oh well well,
IM PISSED WITH ALOT OF PEOPLE(: WELL I DUN CARE
exams are here):

i dont know, i really dont
i wanna give up badlyyy
parents,school work,& now you.
you were the last person i ever wanted to loose.
bestfriend i need you badlyy..
"mommy i never reallt blamed you"

when you walk away, dont you feel the sadness in me,
i still feel you even thou your near,
im gonna give you up.
It's for the better i guess,
maybe i never liked you. i dont know.
good luck for your studies.
cause i noe you'll never be with me.
Dont act like you care cause i know you dont.
you never did.
you never acted like we were one.
i dont knoww,
i'll cryy. cause i know you'll never come back.
im sorry if it's my fault.
im not too blind to look.
i'll be reason for your pain.
even though its not my fault i'll take the fault.
your studies come first!
just go away from me.
i hope i never see you.
maybe, we should never ever meet again
the words you spoke to me are long gone,
i no longer care, everythings so fucked up):
will you help,
YOUR SUCH A LIAR! you said you'll be there.
i'll never speak to you agin.
i never liked you. its my fucking fault alright.
im fault to trust you, my fault to tell you everything! urgh!
can i say i hate you.
iloveyou):
i will not anymore!

Lord are you here?

2007-10-01T21:02:00.000-07:00

i havent been blogging for like a super duper long timeeeeeeeeeee(:
haha(: ohh well,
i have been "studying" HAHA! churched after school these few days.
studying with regina,clarelyn,stephy,liz,glenn,raph,emman&daryl joined us yesterday!
okay seriouly the guys din study... so yes played moree studied less(: hahaha!
sicckkk! din go school todayy. gonna go docotor then meeting glenn&raph laterrr..mainly t get my nametag backk! hahaha i thinkkkkkkk! oh well,i hope i get 2 days mc pleaseee. serioulsyy i dunnoe why i feel like fuck pleasee! URGHHHHH! sucked laaaaaa. my throat hurts like crap. && my heads spinning like a rollar coaster!&no one's homee. i woke up like 2 times last night?! at 12 sharpp and at 4 sharpp! urghhh i feel so suckyyyy, i hope i get good medicines!pleaseeeeeeeeeee.

EOY are here and im still playing and dreaming!
am i stupid or what! its eoy pleaseee. i should really buck up
but i dunnoe howww.
URGH! fuck it la. im just so stupiddd.. urghhhh!
idkkkk! i think im gnna flunk badlyy.
then i'll disspoint mummy and daddy!
im not gonna blame anyone but myself if i fail
i dun have anymore time!
urghh
and all my books are in the locker!
WOW!!! sucks pleasee ):
will anyone make me studyyy?! pleaseee.
just force meeee!

2007-09-25T21:48:00.000-07:00

happy birthday joannne(:
i love you darling((:

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happyyy birthday to JOANNE MY DEAREST(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU(:
dont be naughty already(:
study hard for EOY((:

2007-09-25T04:32:00.001-07:00

Farewell to you four mannnnzxzxzxz((:
study hard for your n'levels(:
i'll miss you guys badly(:
please take-care mannzxzxzxzxz(:
ching remember our outings((: & 15 shall never changezxzxzxz.
Huiyan, thanks for the milo((:
Linsin,mummy pig! study hard ehh((:
&& pamela*points t sky* hahas! oh weell, take care&study hard(:
i love you four very muchzxzxz(:

presenting the best TIFFANY(:
hello you, dont leave but you must):
i will miss you worzxzxzxz!!we'll still attend mass together(:
i love you very much! study hard(:

school was bullshit today;
got caught for opening locker at 0825?
whats worse call parents! haha! lame shit pleaseee.
then then lessons as usual! then went for secondary 4 farewell,
ahhhhhhhhhh!im gonna miss the four of them and tiffany)):

2007-09-20T05:20:00.001-07:00

School-ed Today, Sucks Big Time Except For The Fact I Was With Bestfriends?

i dont know whats happening in my life, i really really dont know; can i give up now?
or must i continue?

2007-09-19T05:19:00.000-07:00

school-ed todayy lesson's were like fucking boring as usual!!
and guess what theres like CD tomorrow! DIE DIE DIE
i came up with formulas[shall type it out later]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY PIG(:
LOO HUIYAN(: 16 ALREADYYY(:
I LOVE DADDY PIG LIKE MANY MANY(:
STUDY HARD FOR YOUR N'S PLEASE!
I PROMISED TO SING YOU A SONG:

" HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIYAN....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU((:"

ENGLISH= BORING----> TALK---> MRS *** SCOLD---> CLASS SHUTS UP--> 5 SECONDS LATER----> HEADS DOWN EVERYONE=GOODNIGHT SEC 3ALTRUISM

MATHS= MAYBE YOU CAN LEARN--->LEARN NEW THINGS& FLYYY[IF YOU CAN CONCENTRATE] HOWEVER IF YOU CANT.

MATHS=HUH?!! WHAT IS THIS?! [ THATS WHEN YOU DONT LISTENE SINCE THE STARTING OF THE YEAR]

SCINCE= PLAY PLAY PLAYY! WAIIT LET ME SIMPLIFY
[ PLAY=
STEP 1: EVEYONE TAKES OUT HANDPHONE BY THE CUE GIVEN BY THE FIRST ROW;
STEP 2: MR CHIEW SAYS GOOD MORNING GIRLS;
STEP3: 3A THINKS THAT HE LEFT THE CLASS AND START
THROWING PAPER AREOPLANES& JUMPING AND
FIGHTING IN CLASS; STARTS HAVING MORE THAN 5
TOILET BREAK. NOW HE WILL SHOUT;
" EVERYONE BACK TO YOUR SEAT"
3A REACTION " SHUT UP LA FUCKK!"/
EH SINCE WHEN YOUR BACK SIAA
& CONTINUES DOING OUR OWN THINGS
THATS HOW WE GET 3 FREE LESSONS(:

MOTHER TONGUE=[MALAY]
ALSO KNOW AS THE WORSE SUBJECT IN SJC(:
MALAY= EXAM PAPER= CIKGU SAYA TAK TAHU BUAT, BOLEH TOLONG?
TRANSLATION=CIKGU I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO, CAN HELP.
ACCTUALLY I DIN EVEN LOOK AT IT(:
THATS WHY I ALWAYS FINISH FIRST(:

CD= OHHH FUCKKK(:
CD= I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL SHE'S SAYING, EVERYONE NODS TOGETHER(:
2 LESSON ENDS BY NODDING! APPRATELY OUR HEADS GET KINDA PAIN((:

PE=VIOLENCE!
PE= PATRCIA BEING HURT BY ME
STEPS OR PLAYING HOCKEY;
STEP 1: AIM
STEP 2: SCOREEEEE!
WAYS TO CHEAT:
STEP 1: GO REALLY NEAR THE GOALKEEPER AND PUSH THE CONES AWAY AND SHOOT!
STEP2: GO REALLY NEAR A PLAYER AND JUST SHOUT" OUCHHHH"
YOU TEAM GETS A PANALTY SHOT!
THATS HOW I END UP WINING (((:

RE= OH PLEASE DONT TALK ABOUT IT(:

MAYBE CAUSE I HAVE TO LOVE YOU SILENTLY(:

2007-09-18T03:28:00.000-07:00

Did not go to school but went to court; wasss okayyyy(:
kinda cool ehhh! saw the laywerrr! haha! he's like super nice?! haha oh well,
then daddy's kinda upsett i thinkk):
ahhh! damnit councelling session will start as soon as its approved! DAMNNNNNNNN!):
which means counselling+exams=DIE DIE DIE(((:
Family courts are super cool please. the toilets are like WOAAAAHHH(:
hahahha(: saw many young offenders(: super cool la they are nice laa! so yeahh i was sitting outside while waiiting for thier turn to see their lawyer we were like interracting luhs! hahah(: nice nice people(: hmmmm yeahhh! tmr school ohh nooo(:
disasterous again(((((((((:

HAPPY TWO MONTHS FTS (:
I LOVE GERALDINE LIM LIKE NO TOMORROW(((((((((:
FUCK YOU FTS((:

2007-09-17T07:15:00.000-07:00

& I Love Girlfriend Like Fuck (((:

So yes, school was being a btich! as usual?! i hope you'll be gone soon laaaa! arghhh!
oh well, if you realised i was really bothering about you bitch!(: I DONT CARE!
i saw Dicky like three times today(:
i love you la girl, uh-huh! so yes school ended with english! fucking slack sia,
after school fucking annoyin bitch((: so yes! i was wit pat(: so yeahh then bus-ed home
saw amerie, liz,caleb,rico in church(: so yes bused with liz and the usual(:
super fun pleasee talking untill super loud laa ! oh well, i wanna bus home moreee with MS LIZ CHNG(:

2007-09-16T06:39:00.000-07:00

& Yes You Were Online(:

i havent been like blogging forawhile(:
maybe cause i have nothing to blog;
i will start blogging normally(:
thinking to switch to Lj or Not! anyone to help?

i wish upon the blue skies(:

2007-09-08T09:44:00.000-07:00

Cause You Piss Me Off, You Fucking Bitch!Urghhh

Im Fucking Hell Pissed Now! I Don't Know Why,Oh Wait I know Why! Because A Bitch Just Spoiled My Fucking Day! Loserrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Oh Well, Went To SVDP To Get Collections For Yellow Ribbon(:
Cam-Whored(: With Two Besties sadlyy i cannot go tomorrow):

I Think Your A Fucking Bitch Who Just Got Into My Life!
You Can Go Suck Nuts Bitch, Well Done! Continue being A FUCKING BITCH!

fuck you! can i tell you how much i hate you?!

I NEED AUDREY NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!

2007-09-07T08:06:00.000-07:00

Im So Over You, Get The Fuck Out Of My Life Bitch,

Today sucked! oh well,
went over to loraine's placee to mugg.. apprantely this graceee thing was throwing markers at MEEEEEEEEE! hahah (: so yeahh loraine din help!(: but i still love jie jie(:
im not gonna blog;

seeing you once again makes me wanna fall in love with youuu; but i know i can't cause we'll never be! i know it! i just know it, maybe im asking too much oh well,There goes another MR RIGHT! well FUCK OFF BITCH (:

Should I Like You?Idiot Muchh

GLORIA&CHIANG ROCKS MY LIFE I LOVE YOU TOO; PLEASE DONT DIE CAUSE I'LL HATE MYSELFFF FOR LOOSING SUCH WONDERFUL FRIENDS (:
I LOVE YOU BOTH VERYY MUCH YEAHH
ROCK ON BANG IT LIKE DICKY'S(:
WE'LL MAKE A BAND SOON! THAT PLAYS CHEENA SONGS! WHOOHOOO(:

2007-09-06T05:15:00.000-07:00

i've been mugging very hard (: so i wont blog (:

FUCK MAGIC(:

2007-09-03T20:58:00.000-07:00

When Will You Ever Come Online):

Crashing Later At Nikki's House(: I hope Things Go On Right(:
alrighto's Online-ing With Stephy, Apparently We Are Arguing About Our Height (:
HAHA(: I Love You Girl(:Yeahs Jesse's Going To Camp Tomorrow):Whoa!
Jesse's In Cisco?! Finally Some Discipline Please! Although, I'm Gonna Miss Her

Im Hungry(:

Fuck Withcraft Fuck Magic

2007-09-03T06:56:00.000-07:00

Your Not Online Again):

so im not really gonna blog!

*IM OUTTA MOOD!
*I WENT HIKING/TRECKING [ which sucked]
*CRASH TOMORROW AT NIKKI'S HOUSEEEE
*I SAW NESSA AT COMPASS.
*IM FUCKING PISSED!

FUCK MAGIC FUCK WITCHCRAFT FUCK LOVE

FUCK THE WORLD

6 more days till your back(:

2007-09-02T02:25:00.000-07:00

maybe i should never like! maybe i should never face you; stop being a bitch! maybe i should just say stop being a fucked up bitch, well accept the fact that no one likes you READ THIS NO EFFING PERSON! fucking screwed up bitch! your face looks like a cat and your body looks like a DOGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
ARGH! i hate to look at you. so what now uh?! think your effing pretty?i hope someone who hates you as much as i do! pours acid of your FUCKING FACE! SHAMELESS BITCH! STRIP LA FUCK!
I TELL YOU SOMETHING AITES JUST GO DOWN TO TOWN SINCE YOU LOVE IT THERE;
AND JUST STRIP! DUN WORRY ALL EYES WILL BE ON YOU; FUCKING LOSER!
DUN SPOIL OUR WONDERFUL DAY!
OH AND ONE MORE THING I LOVE YOU(: NOTTT
THANK-YOU FOR MAKING ME HATE YOU THIS MUCH!
FUCKKK!

IM HARRY POTTER SITTING ON THE BROOM STICK WISHING FOR THINGS THAT I HATE TO BE GONE; GOD BLESS YOU;

MAGIC IS FUCK SHIT!
FUCK WITCH-CRAFT(:

THIS IS MY SWEET ESCAPE(:
THE HORSE(:

2007-09-02T01:16:00.000-07:00

I Just Missed Bgi; Which Means Not Seeing Her):

Okay, So Going Over To Uncle's Place For Prayer Later,Maybe Meeting Ching Later;
Fuck Luhs Everyone's Phone Is Off! Annoying! I Don't Care Muchh;
Never Really Do Anything Much Today, Cut Hair In The Morning(:
Then Went Back Home To Watch Drama Again(: I Feel Like Playing Audition Again(:
I Swear Everything Sucks; If I Went For Bgi I Could Have Seen *********!
Im Off To The Shop's With My Sister!

Jesseca Arthur Daniel's A Fucking Pig!
She's Still Sleeping From Last Night!
LOSER!

7 more days till your back(:

I MISS NCO 2006(:
HAWK OH-SO GOOD IDIOTS (:
NCO 2006 ROCKS LIKE DUCKS(:

2007-09-01T04:50:00.000-07:00

BUDDY ROCKS MY LIFE(:

Study-ed with buddy till like 6+(:
at two different locations; met up with her at junction 8 just now;
she was two mintues lateeeee. nevermind, im niceeeee,
then went to study at mac's but then had t leave cause could not study there!
so embrassing pleaseeee, so we went to study at LJS(:
then left after studying for 1 hour plusss, cause we could not concentrate so we went to walk around then wanted to meet FTS and people with her, but then felt like not after awhile! so did not. went to play arcade cause buddy wanted it badlyyy(: so we played basket ball thing (: rocked la please,Then played car racing soon after(: i was very close to winning damn buddy luhs!):
nevermind we'll play again eh? Then we went to AMK mac's to finally settle down and study hard (: good us ! alrights meeting buddy again tomorrow for tuition(: thats after going for prayers which will be around six pluss?

i can't wait to see you tomorrow again buddy(: i love you (:

SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS ARE HERE YA'LL!(:

& I CANNOT WAIT FOR YOU TO COME BACK TO SINGAPORE(:
8 MORE DAYS TILL YOUR BACKK(:
I MISS YOU DARLING

2007-08-31T09:25:00.000-07:00

baby i'll miss you when your gone;
why must you go?now im so not looking forward to hiking):
i wan to go with you;haiyaa!!
I AM SO GONNA MISS YOU LIKE FUCK LAAA!
tskk! i wont smile ):
haha! of cause mines always nicer dearr!(:
WTH?! you still remember?! tskk dun la so embrassing cann!
HAHAS! yes, i'll never forget that day laa, oh yay! you did call me princess :)

ilovejoleenwongbigtime(:

*& if you have heared it? yes i like you again; but i know
you dont anymore; i shall move on; but im gonna miss you like
hell when your gone trust me; can i just say i love you?
i wish i could hug you;

2007-08-31T03:18:00.000-07:00

havent been blogging for a very long time so i shall update : D

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY(:
sorry mrs gay for always making you cry,
yes yes, i know its always my fault eh?
but your a good teacher thou'
don't cry anymore : D

Concert today rocked like BIG TIME YA'LL(:
alright alright(: im sure gonna miss the people who went to KL):
especially CLARELYN&FARHANAH):
anyways i hope you guys enjoy ehh!
alrights(:

september holidays are here ya'll!
so here's the plan
2/09/07
-go over for uncle's prayers.
3/09/07
-SJAB
04/09/07
-hikiing :([ so not looking forward to it cause someone's not going ]
05/09/07
-tution with stephy
06/09/07
-CRASH AT NICOLE KOH'S HOUSEE!
07/09/07
-tution with stephy
08-09/09/07
-preparation for school
[buying new school shoes; maybe bag, and wallet]
10/09/07
-DISASTERIOUS[BACK TO SCHOOL ))):]

alrights so thats like my plans ARGHHHH!
o'levels will be starting soon! good luck ya'll people (:

2007-08-26T04:21:00.000-07:00

i dont know why im likethat?! while i was on the roads today! o kept thinking abt gb! what if i were the one?! I WAS DEAD! i apperead strong and happy to everone there today! i was waiting for the right time to cry! you think its easy?! come home like you own everything? bathe and go out? when i asked you; you say im going out to meet my friend! to telll you the truth the last time i saw you was
like 2 months ago! the last time you smiled to me was 2 months ago! on your b'day august 20! you werent home; i bought you flowers hoping to surprise you; the following day you werent home to! till the flowers rot! i threw them away! mummy untill now im still keeping one stalk of the rose for you because i think that you'd come home to look at the flowers and to atleas give me a hug; yesterday you said to daddy " lets get a divorce" how hurt we felt! wads ur fucking problem?! i stood up and walked away! i cried like fuck shit! i was alone! you nevr knew how much you hurt me!
i dont know if its for real! i hope its not, cause i love you; and now both you and daddy dont wan me!
you wont let daddy have me! why!? and you wan me to see you live with a man i hardly know!?
and you wan me to call him daddy? mommy please, im a 14 yr old kid!!!!! why must you do this to me?! i was on the roads all ready t die. The car never came; i remeberd 2006 you tried to overdose! daddy got you to the hospital in time! i cried! you never knew how mcuh i suffereed! when will you learn? hw much i love you please!imiss you! i really doo! please come home and give me that smile! and please! i need you! im at my wits end! i've nothing left! mommy please?!

*This post was posted in my mommy's favourtie colour.

2007-08-25T21:04:00.000-07:00

i havent been blogging inawhile!
so yes, churched yesterday ROCKS!!
WOOOHHOOOO!!!
i love jesus AMEN
serangoon youth distric rally rocks laa..with lynn&kim! ohh better!
hahas! alrights i love guys! rock la you!

im sorry people! i've been sensitive to everything around me lately.
especialy the surrounding!: ( im sorry i guess i just miss that person too
much! haiya.

i'll blog tonight;

2007-08-22T20:17:00.000-07:00

schoool sucked yesterday;
made mrs gay cry during english?! oh well,
then went t make police report came home and wasnt feeling well, so did not go school today; going
to the doctors later onn; argh i dont wan to go tmr;
but i have my back check-up! so i wont be going for cca!
:( it's been awhile since i went for cca :D

ypur online and im talking to you;
the feeling faded! but maybe im starting t like you again
i hope not because we live in different world;
~~i love you~~

2007-08-18T03:24:00.000-07:00

family day was fun : Dstayed over at clarelyn house;then went school togethe : D
so yes, reached school then walked around! whoaa.. then went to music room!
then danced : D super power la sial! haaha okok! so yes, then darius called : D haha!
so i called back then saw him outside music room! : DD then yes, danced untill like 2+ haha i was drivving everyone nuts la.. i think jap boy dances pretty good! : D hahas : D oh well, going out tonight i suppose!

HAPPY FTS DAY : D
i love you darling : D be good yes!
hug and hugs and more hugs everyday : D
i just love you : D

i miss you and when you came back yesterday we hardly event talk!
and now you have t go back to camp;
im gonna miss you for another 5 more farking days! till i get t see you again!:
i miss you farkign much : D when i saw you today! everything was so good!
i wish i could turn back the clock and pause it at the moment i saw you;

*maybe i still like you;is it wrong?

2007-08-17T02:39:00.000-07:00

school was normal had back pain again : (

so yes, science was normal! hahas : D was fighting la.. wtf la.

so yes, then did not go fr cca! wonder how's everyone?! haiyyaa..

so yes here belated birthday wish to willis : D

happy birthday willis : D,

the one of the youngest in NS : D

enjoy ns-ing : D

2007-08-16T02:34:00.000-07:00

school was being normal for me :D
i did not cry today yay me : D
so yes, alot of us was in bad mood today! ARGHH!
i don't get you; everyone's nice to you. but dear you take advantage of us;
im sorry darling
so yes, stayed back with pat and clarelyn :D cause they were going to learn dance form eunice;
HAHAS! super fun la.. then fts came too : D ohh yay! hugged her: D i swwear her hugs are like super good la. smiles immediately :D oh yay! i love you fts : Dyou seemed a lil outta mood todayy in canteen! cheer up yes?! i love you forever : D yes yes,
Daddy's gonnaa collet 5300 todayy i thinkk;; i hope i get it soon! yay!
i swear i cannot wait for tomorrow : D i love you la!
i shall blog tonight if anything happens :D
4 down 1 to go : D

im sorry i know i have been sensitive towards many things;
Surroundings, People& the words you say;
i have communicated with you in anyway;
now i know that the feeling had gone away;
it's just impossible;
i have learnt to accept things the hard way;
i just need your words ONE LAST TIME;
thank-you

2007-08-14T06:19:00.000-07:00

school was normal today ; cramps in then fucking morning ?!

ARGHH FUCK LA: (;

lessons were on as stupid as ever?!fucked up la i swear!

i miss you; i cried the whole day; i may smile! but im my heart im crying!

i may laugh! but i crying like fuck inside; i was violent maybe because i wanted all the sadness out of me! im sorry : ( im going crazy i try to run away but your face is always there; i dont knw what to do i swear! i wish i can die! oh fuck this world;

i've just lost my mood to blog;

im gonna study tmr cause i promised jing jing : D

hey you enjoy ns-ing mann: D

2 down 3 more :(

im thinking of you;

2007-08-13T10:54:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMPSONS : D
i swearr you look like "THE SIMPSONS"
HAVE FUN NS-ING ON YOUR BIRTHDAY!
I MISS CALLING YOU SIMPSONS :(
TAKE-CARE&SEE YOU SOON : D
I HOPE : DD

MR RICKY SIM :D
I MISS YOU: ( THANK-YOU FOR MAKING US LAUGH
EVEN THOUGH YOU SCOLDED US;
THANK-YOU FOR THAT SWEET MESSAGE YOU READ
TO US ON 090807: ( IT DID MAKE EVERYONE TEAR
BUT NOW WE HAVE TO MOVE ON; WE WILL ALWAYS REMEBER YOU;
FOR YOUR LOVE; MOTIVATION; LAUGHTHER YOU BROUGHT;
THOESE FUN TIMES SINGING IN THE BUS FROM NEE SOON CAMP;
OH I WILL MISS IT BADLY HOWEVER I DO HOPE TO SEE YOU;

2007-08-13T10:26:00.000-07:00

school was normal except for the cramps part: ((
but was okay lessons were on as usual except for EOA
where i guess ms teo gave up ??! free period : D so talked then she offed all the light and then we went for PE! PE was kinda fun played captains ball : D haha! super funny la : D
then english was super tired! Then stayed back caused eunice wanted to play ball but ended up watching netball train : D haha! i saw fts : D alrights then played ball round 4+? thend played till 5.02 : D then rest while eunice left cause she was gonna meet doreen : D so yes, then bus-ed home, clarelyn walked me to bus stop awww so nice ! FOR ONCE?! haha: D on way home ha d no mood! came hoome online; then bathed then went to sleep : D hahas! thanks HUIYAN for waking me up : D then went online again and did homework : D in another way im looking forward to FRIDAY: D

i miss your messages: (
maybe i should never say i miss you;
cause i have this feeling;
you wont say it back;
i **** you :(
im sorry but i have to say it !
1 down 4 more days to go : DDD
HURRY!

2007-08-12T00:10:00.000-07:00

haven been blogging : D
went to clarelyns house cause her birthday :D haha people there super funny please?! thenn came home and onlined!nothign much :D today had choir :D so yes, went for mass ! saw glenn :D so random but nevermind :D so yes, then went for SALT !!!! YAY! finally la please! so ya there they carol showed us a tirbute to mother theresa :D aww! then bus-ed home! school tomorrow!
oh YUCKS!

2007-08-10T09:03:00.000-07:00

NDP2007
PHOTOS FROM VILLAGE TO MARINA BAY : D
hey guys good job man : D finally we ran correctly : D
but one things for sure we couldnt have done it without deborah and angelia : D
godo job man guys : D the fun doesnt stop here

2007-08-09T21:49:00.000-07:00

NDP 2007 ROCKED like nothing : D
so yes had lots of fun thou`
then the emo part came in school!
after going through our steps. then they made us sit down then ms teh showed us a video!
they took :( it made us all cryyy! then mr sim said a few words then he started crying so could not carry on! oh gosh! then we cried so much please?! omg ! i miss ndp! aiiyyooo! i wan more please:(((( so yes then had our item! that was the end! then finale! fireworks! :( i will miss it la please! then home-ed bathe! and went to sleep!
i dont know what im gonna do today
i miss simpsons :DD
& i miss FYYYY too:D

i will never get to see you again now that it's ended!
i wish we could just have another saturday!
why must it end so early!
i miss you alrdy!

2007-08-07T06:24:00.000-07:00

school was normal today morning had the lazyness! arghhh
thenn assembly woke me up!
OH GOSH! i swear the bangra was the bestt!!! OMG!!! i love it! opps i mean i love HIM!! hahahas! okayy only 3b will noe what im talking about larhs! ahahaha! so yes then went back to lessons! then assmebly talk wasnt concentrating playing with JING MEI! ahaha then went home straight after school then slept like anything : D blog tmr

2 more days and your gone
i will miss you like nothing
because then i wont see you;
i love you! can you noe;

2007-08-05T19:02:00.000-07:00

didnt blog yesterday cause came back late:X

So yes, went for choir yesterday, met up with the mighty 10 :D

but was emo yesterday cause of things that happened yesterday at home; shall not say : (

then went for 11AM mass; had chior so mass went onn.. sang sang sang... then mass ended!

went off to meet maria and shannen! then went to Plaza Sing to shop okay the whole thing was for me to get a confrimation dress and for shannen a bagg.. so went to eat japp! hahaha! was deciding on KFC! hahas!i think i ate alot yst! ate KFC then went for jap! ahh! the food was good! i love it!: D then trained down to far east :) then walked around the whole place till i reached the basment! then finally bought a dress! i love it la. thanks t maria! hahaha! t hen went into this shop which smelt like effin nice to shannen! she wanted the smell badly but din have enff cash! so she ended up not buying! haha! poor thing! then went full house and eat! aahaha! saw maria's bro! then decided to watch movie cause it was still super early wanetd to wach alone but din have anymore show times; so decieded on THE SIMPSON : DDD super fun la! ahahaa!laughing non stop hahaha! so yes then after the movie slacked around in town. then left like 9+ ahahas! train back then bus-ed home : D then bathe and stuffed! michie ironed my uniform for me! oh yay! then packed bag and online for awhile! then went to sleep! this morning late for school! so cabbed with shannen! then reached school on time!

WHOOOOHHOO! so yes, lessons were okayy waiting for recess! now having CPA! ahhh! im just slacking la! nothing to do anyways! :D ahahas!

goodluck to people having prelims todayyy!

i miss you;
i haven seen you yet! will i see you?
i love you

2007-08-03T21:32:00.000-07:00

school was tiring cause slept super late on thurs!
then lessons were okayy!
played!played! test wasnt like test! everyone was sharing answers!
poor mr chiew; HAHAS! so yes after school! fucking emo!
then went cca! fucking bored la.
then after cca! waited for pat then dunnoe why suddenly cryy! anyways
BIG BIG thanks to geraldine lim! thanks for your hug! : D
i was loved :D haixx!

i read your blog; her name is all over it;
& when i see her name! i dun wan to go on!
i love you thats all i can say!
i miss you;
i love cca becaus i can get to see you;
i never got my eyes off you yst!
i miss you;

2007-08-02T10:25:00.000-07:00

school was insane todayy!
getting locked out by your darn science teacheer? oh how bad?!
even worse made us promise that we'd stuudy! communicating by the window?
oh gosh! he's mad!other lessons were fine :D i just realise that i havent seen ching&hy in awhile;
so yes, din have the mood to stay back so bus-ed home with farhanah then met idiots on the bus! hahas! so yupp reached home saw eddie with jesse! so bathed&slept! thats why im not sleeping; then studied for science test! whats the use?! im still gonna fail oh well,
staying up with glenn to company him; hahahs! because i cannot sleep!
but well, im nice! so, yes! shall blog about tomorrow!
i love this world!

hansel; i miss you!
when can i get to see you?!
hansel oh hasel!
i love you

the feelings getting stronger;

hansel!

2007-07-31T05:40:00.000-07:00

school was okay; i was early :D
good girl me, HAHAS : D
lesson were normal! HAHA
had EOA rocked la; kept on going against DT : ))
she got so pissed and ask me to write my name on the board;
DT: okay fine, susanna write your name down on the board, your name only not full ahs
( then call patricia, cherie, deborah&gillian)
Me: write for what?
(walks up and writes my FULL NAME)
so everyone writes their full and she got pissed! well, WHO CARES?!
hahas! ndp rocked! i took a photo of HIM!! awww he's fucking cute please?!
im in love with him : D

i like you; seeing you today;walking with me;
sitting next t me your brought the memories back;
is it suppose to come back?

i like you but we can never be tgt; cause the feeling will fade when
we are tgt; because i still like her;even when im unhappy; just smile because
when you frown i will miss you; i still miss the way you asked on 28/06/2007 : D

2007-07-30T06:44:00.000-07:00

school was okay; woke up late so went school late!
stupid lame shit! i got warning letter! whoaaa im so not gonna be late anymore!WOW?! lame la; so had maths was very blur; then cpa was fun; with shannen that was even more FUN! then school ended! after school stayed back with pat; eunice; stephy;loraine;sheng li; geraldine lim; yi ping :D hahas! super fun! did paris hilton walk again : D i wish i had a chiwawa but i love bobby so nevermind :D then bused home; wanted to go pat house my my fucking dad came back wtf! i hate him;
i love sitting opposite SHANNEN LOH :D

baby, i never asked you for a thousand or million things; but just to love you;
you flirt i neveer said a thing; i hugged my friends; you shouted;
i layed low;you talk about her; at my weakest point i listened;when i cried to you saying
that i miss her; you'd shout & make me cry more; when you held my hands; i held it tighty back;
when your mood was foul; i never said a thing; because i didnt wan you to shout but to cool down; and when you were pissed and walked away infront of me; i'd cry to myself; every night i cried myself to sleep;& when you liked her; i ket you go smoothly;
you let me go with big bombs; you lied again & again; things are going too well, why? because i lost your trust; i never knwe you'd do this again! when will you change?im crying it's just that you do not realise; mend that hole in my heart cause no one but you made it;
thoses scars on my hands will never go away;; take my arm and see your beautiful name on it *******; im never blaming you; but myself; these 42 scars i will remember; not because of the pain but whatever that happened in the past; the ugly past; today i cry;tomorrow i cry; im still crying next year; and even when i die; let my tears roll down my cheeks!

it's my life not your i decided how i want it to be;
so what if your my father do you behave like one?
you can just die! i dont bother! your as fucking useless as
a beggar is; atleast a beggar begs! what do you?! boss people around!
man of the house! WOW! more like BASTARD of the house;
i've always hated you; it's nothing new; i din even do anything to you and you took our phones away? you fucking lame; time's out. out you go leave us alone; i swear the day you die wont be he day i cry but REJOICE! see this REJOICE; i hate to look at your GUILTY face everyday it pisses me off badly;

2007-07-29T05:56:00.000-07:00

i love you;
hansel oh hansel

2007-07-27T05:01:00.000-07:00

school was okay today; woke up late;
patricia woke me up today; she messaged me at 8.25
then went to bathe then rushed to school!
reached school at 9.45 SHARP
so funn larhs;so had maths;
then school was okay; went to english class late
then when changing class saw ching&hy;
then walked and i saw******** totally SUCKED please?
totall spoiled my mood larhs
then had FUCKING science DAMM
got throw out by MR CHIEW totally WHAT THE FUCK ;
so sat outside; then bell rang and went for cca;
normal fridays! BORING!
waited for pat then bus-ed backk!
i miss hansel!
fucking in love with you<33

yet i did'nt take bus with you; each time i walk pass you;

i hope to turn away;

because you wouldn't say hello

and it hurts big time;

you'd walk away and i'll look at your shadow

i've had enough;

im walking away this time;

im giving you a day to proof yourself this time;

& if i have to wait i wouldn't mind;

if your sincere this time;

2007-07-25T07:08:00.000-07:00

school was average today moodswings were there
she's okay today :D haix! i dont know why i dont feel good!
YES i am jelouse because i saw the way you acted against her; well well,
like you said a true love is hard to forget;THANKS CHING&HY for cheering me up;
i still have no mood: (
NDP rocked cause he was there runing in had no mood! then when ran pass HIM oh i felt like HEAVEN :)) i think he's effing cute please? and he's the youngest in army?! hahas!
so got fucking high in bus on the way home :D group 11 ROCKS larhs!
the song playing on my playlist reminds me of you; the day you went away
indeed the day we broke! i heared this song and cried myself to sleep;
i still miss you; you never care abou me anymore; i guess i have nothing else to say to you anymore except for carry on liking you and liviing in a painful situation; indeed it isn't your fault
what can i say?!

i still like you; neverending love;how could i carry on?

i'd cry myself to sleep everday!

2007-07-24T05:02:00.000-07:00

school was fucked up today fucking mood swings? whta else to make it worse?
that fucking bitch?oh she should get a life instead of seeing people's friend! you are just teaching, her more bad things oh well, i forgot you a slut!so why should i bother about fucked up people like YOU?!
if you wanna do fucking dumb stuffs like STEALING?! OR MAYBE SKIPPING MOST LESSONS then try doing it yourself; your worse yourself dont change her well ,your not that smart if you didn't realise? your just as fucking dumb as your mother is! so yes, try paying attention oh i forgot, maybe you skip lesson's cause your afrid that our class might laugh at your FUCKING low IQ maybe we wont only laugh but if we could KILL the fucking fucked up stubborn attitude of yours oh well, your way beyond hope so dont bother changing! FUCKNG FRIEND SANTCHER oh that name suits you very well dont worry!
i swear i so don't bother; then lesson were alrights! then mood swing fucking annoying;
recesse was just DISASTERIOUS i totally had no modd larhs! so ya saw HY so much for cheering me up; but laughed when saw your face! THANKS HY :D
went locker passed by CHING! she made my day too : D
thanks CHING: D then mood went good! thanks to liny& people! they were like chasing me around school! alrights alrights! so tmr open book test for maths! im so gonna fail!

what if i like you;i miss you and your not online : (

2007-07-23T04:26:00.000-07:00

school was alrights today; went school super early don't know why?
bus came early or maybe its just because mommy woke me up at 4.30?! hahas
assembly at hall super BAD! so stuffy! hahas! then left for MATHS?! who has maths in the morning?! hahas but mood was okay cause EUNICE was comming back after 2 months! hahas!
FUNESS in class : ) then school passed super FAST! So well, the after school had important NDP meeting so rushed to hall but ended up playing gameboy the whole thing wasnt in the mood! then went for cca then went to canteen meet patricia and people! then bused home :DD

glenn:
DUDE! cheer up yo! concentrate larhs!
you shall be happy : ) no matter what!
if dotting makes you happy! DOT THE WHOLE
WORLD :DD study hard and start sleeping larhs!
you cann call me& we'll talk the whole night away : DD

2007-07-21T19:16:00.000-07:00

NDP was AWESOMEE
reached school at 12.05 was kinda late
then got scolded for last week's perfeormance :(
then got make-up done & stuff's
then run through our steps for last time
then went through % of yesterday's attendence 93.5
can tell that the teachers were super dissapointed with us;
oh well we tried our best; formation one was runined!
maybe its because of everyne's mood!
then on the way back to school got scolded AGAIN?!
DAMM luhs; then bus-ed back with patricia & rachel
went home bathed and slept!
this morning woke up and sick!
missed choir! dang i wannn gooo!

& i think he's effin hot; oh i may just fall in love with you;
i hope to see him everyweek!

i hope you understand me;
we will never patch cause i know that
the feeling for you has gone away
farewell, i will always be waiting here under the rain
just for you because ILOVEYOU;

2007-07-20T18:53:00.000-07:00

presentation night rocked: ) so yes yesterday went school round 1.35++!
then went basment help them get ready and stuffs then rushed like hell :D
something weird happened hahas oh well, nevermind ! then carried hell of bag like somekinda tour?! hahas! super heavy too dang! then after that reached KC :D their schools kinda nice thou` the people there rocked! haha! saw cherie and gui mei! hahas! ROCKS la: )
then after that went to eat&& strolled back to KC :D then walked in and something weird happened again?! WTH?! hahas! then went for march-pass darn nice la. too bad our year had no parade! AHHH! then then went for dinner at KC :DD then PN started and the dance by ALPHA was hell funny please?!hahas! darn it entertainng: DD
then then theresa then campus superstar sang :D ahhh so sweett ! hahahas!
then met my nco group! ohh it feels so good!
upload photos later!
todayy ndp! ahhh! im tired!shall blog tonight!
tomorrow 9 am choir pratice!
no REST
i've got craving for FAMOUS AMOUS!!

2007-07-19T04:56:00.000-07:00

school rocked big time today;
lesson's were perfectly fine :D
stayed back with patricia: D
thenn many sew-ed and sew-ed and sew-ed :D
i swear jasmine yong's super funny;
she shreded her SPONGEBOB?!
who shreds their TOY?! the way she eats its like as if
the biscuits gonna run away?HAHA! mama hasn't been doing a good job yea?!
anyways take care son! dont bother:DDD i love you plenty much !

i guess the feelings are comming back;

i know we'll never be one again;

i'll try to let go;

dont worry;

but all i can say is that ILOVEYOU;

2007-07-18T06:31:00.000-07:00

school was normal today !
got booked ; nott good!
beach road-ed after school
got lost !
bus-ed home! super long ride
ate alot with marilyn : )
and was thinking about her the whole time: (.
did'nt see her today! haixx!

i think im starting to like; this aint possible;

im gonna have to change it back; to what we were;

i just love you;

i liking you?

2007-07-17T05:24:00.000-07:00

school was bad; dun wan to talk about what happened! im fucking pissed!
lessons were fine except for 3 lessons of maths?! oh man! anyways ;
then stayed back to study with pat and rachie then bused home

i miss you; the last i saw you was outside school;
you dont care do you;
you used to ask for hugs now you dont;
whats happening?! i need you right now;
im fucking emo i just need you to be there so i can cry;
when i told you i was sick cant you just give me a hug to make me feel better;
haix i dont know; maybe i dont like you;
when you walk away; i'd turn to see your shadow;
would you ask me for a hug;
im gonna wait the whole night for you to come online;
i miss you;!

2007-07-15T01:15:00.000-07:00

ANDREW-
YO! thanks for advicing me yes? really straightened out my thinking! yupp its not the end of the world! oh thank god for having you to be my friend! thanks alot mann! yay you; ")
take care man! & see you around : )im so going to delete that post! cause i just needed to vent it out " )
see you after august 9 " ) know why right?

2007-07-11T04:01:00.000-07:00

hello aliens;
school was fine... and thats it ; lessons sucked today: ( maths rocked today; cause i understood;
im fucking emo today! anyways was messaging darling she cooled me down manage to make me smile; thanks darling i love you;
NDP rocks my socks! super now;
GO NDP DANCERS` 3 MORE REHERSALS! HANG ON : )
I NOE WE CAN DO IT;
I LOVE NDP BECAUSE I GET TO SEE YOU THERE! AND I LOVE IT
I'LL BE WAITING 6 MONTHS AND IM STILL HOLDING ON TO YOU TIGHTLY !
NEVER LETTER GO; EVEN IF ITS YEAR IM GONNA WAIT;

2007-07-10T07:17:00.001-07:00

fuck the world! for screwing up everything!
fuck this world for bringing me in!
i hate everything! my heart and my soul all gone down!
im a stone not a human! i have nothing now!
im just like a dead person who's walking! WTF happening to me now?!!!
i neeed to scream! i need to cry!
where's everyone??? glenn ???raphael???tiffany??? liz???? anyone! i just need you!

2007-07-09T06:25:00.000-07:00

hello world : )
im back to blog after a kinda long time thou` alrights school was indeed SUPERB : )
lessons started with maths in the morning. Maths test was postponed YET AGAIN cause got alot of absenties so ya then had 3 periods of CPA hahaha ! super fun again cause MRS GAY wasnt here! oh well, mr lim's kinda funny! ahahah! then went for recesse! thenn had EOA hahaha funess AGAIN made ms teo super angry like she said this then i say that! then we argued untill she gave up! ahahhaha! FUNN FUNN FUNN: ) then had PE hahah! pplayed dunnoe what mini tennis everyone was hitting everyone's "BALLS" any "BALLS" that came we just hit it! ahhaha SUPER LAME! then english teacher wasnt in had relieve! cam-whored in clas! ahhh! teacher din see anything! super fun! i love today!

im sorry darling i don't know what happening;
you hardly look; are feelings fading?
why was it that it that i liked you so much but now?
haix; i duuunoe whats this leading too; but i know that we can still save it
if your willing tooo;
should i say that i love you now? or should i just end?
im lost and helpless!

2007-07-03T07:24:00.000-07:00

hello world its like 10.27PM annddd im blogging! ahhh! life's badd! its super bored!
HAHAS! alrights shall start real life storyy:)
2/7/2007 JING MEI'S HOUSE:
woke up in the morning then went to school settle some stuffs hahaha!
thennn went over to jing mei house to watch movie tree in heaven! hhhaha! its a korean showw ahhh! super nice! oh man the guy yin xin is super cute please!!! AHHHHHHHH!! love at first sight! ahahahaha! super cuteplease!hahaha alrights then went home round 7++! ahahaha! then went home to prepare for school! and stuffs! so yes random people hahah we came up with this thinking
jing mei will get married to this guy thhat i like who is apprently VERY rich; then she will get married to him and then she will have SEX then she will give birth to a baby then kill him; then i will mourn everyday and hold the baby who's called thomas and dance ! wthh super lame? i know!
3/07/2007:
school-ed thhis morning :) first 2 lesson pushed back to last 2 lessons however, left for ndp hahas! so yupp! ahhh! got caught by ******** FOR MY HAIRR!! dumb la please... arghhhh pissed spoilt my mood ahh! im so not goona dye back ANYWAYS! so yes back to topic! hhahah
NDP:
reached marina bay around 3++! oh ya something happened this morning while crossing the road hahah! sharon no one shall know yes yes?hahah! then dance dance dance! ahhh! sucked!!! tonight staying over at maria's place! ahahah watching movie! haahha! not gonna sleeep till tmr! hahaha!! YAY!cam-whorinng time :))

LOVE THE WORLD;SPREAD THE WORD; I LOVE GOD: )

ILOVEJOLEEN

2007-07-01T00:29:00.000-07:00

WONT BE BLOGGIN FOR AWHILE!
LOVE THE WORLD
SPREAD THE LOVE!
:]]]

2007-06-19T07:18:00.000-07:00

i love you& im sorry for all thoses times!
i wanna be with you;i believe you; will you just give me a chance?
to prove myself to you??? i love you please??? i wanna be with you!!!
can you just hear me out???
would you just say that you'd wanna patch please??!
haixx!!! i guess that it'll never happen! i shgould stop having my dreams high up on!
iloveyouDARLING`
do you know how much im trying ???
so hard ust to ask u to say that you love me???
can u just tell ne if we'll ever be together??i know u dun have tht feeling for me alrdyy haix..
im sorryyy!
is it wrng to love you?

2007-06-19T03:15:00.000-07:00

hello alienns!!!!:DDDD
im like finally bloggin again!!! like cause im bored to death! alrights! did not go for camp cause
SICK!! woonder what they are doing luhs please! alrights! :DDD talked to geraldine LIM! last night and the night before! wthh!! super lame luh she!!!! told her all the retarded things my sister did!! she's going skcc todayy! went t doctor this moring cause still not well! haiiyyaa!!!
sadddd! cannoot waitt for school t start!i miss sec3A people!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
and i cannot wait t disturbb palani again!! hahha im sooo not gonna dye my hair back HAHAHAHA! im just gonna continue saying tomorrow and so on!!! hahahah! im in love with school! shal blog tonight off to take medicines! yay!! :]]]

iloveyou&yes i can make you f0get her and thats if your wiling to let me do that!!
iloveyou! and no darlingg im not afaid of being hurt!i just wanna be with you! thats all!!
iloveyou!

2007-06-11T04:55:00.000-07:00

hellooooooooooooooo aliens :]]
school-ed with jing mei today to collect report book :]]
then compassed t meet pat rachel and her friend :]]
then bought food and they came over! then cam-whored! whooooohooo!
im missing camp badlyy:[[[[

i miss you; i just want to be with you again! thats all! its that hard t even say that i like you agn you knw?
cause i know u dun feel the same :[ can i be urs again?

2007-06-10T05:29:00.000-07:00

2007-06-10T05:03:00.000-07:00

Rules of game:1: Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
2: People who got tagged must write it in their own blog and state this rule clearly.
3: At the end of the game, list down 6 people to be tagged and NO TAGBACKS! :D

LETS PLAY[:
1.im RETARDED
2.i loved CON CAMP
3.i miss SCHOOL PEEPS
4.im listening to ROCK THIS PARTY: )
5. I just woke up from my sleep not long ago
6. im too lazy to go out tmr: )
7. im so gonna upload con-camp photos.
8.i miss my friends like shit!
9. i dont want NDP
10.i miss BANGBANG;PUANANI!

jacintha asked me to do this : ))

1.LIZ CHNG :)
2.geraldine lim :)
3.audrey tan :)

2007-06-07T03:29:00.003-07:00

helloooooooooo aliens: )
school-ed today : ) having headache! i wana sleep;
camp tmr i cannot waiitt!

2007-06-07T03:29:00.001-07:00

helloooooooooo aliens: )
school-ed today : ) having headache! i wana sleep;
camp tmr i cannot waiitt!